pInkHeArtz

2009-11-28T04:43:00.000-08:00

REPLAY!~

& yes, I've pressed the replay button countless of times
Dancing is hard.
They make it look so easy.
Maybe its just me. Hahahas.

Im gonna nail this dance no matter what.
I will be able to do this.
Hwaiting!~
Help? ):

2009-11-24T07:28:00.000-08:00

& Your Voice Is Becoming More Distant...

HEYHEY! Im back from MIA! Hee x)
I've been kept busy from blogging.
Here are the reasons why.
1. O levels. (thank God thats over)
2. Graduation! (danggg. i miss school oredi)
3. O. B. ( i can remember the glue on my hand)
4. PROM! ( a night to remember! & the night my eyes hurt)
5. Cleaning my room (& getting grounded while cleaning it)
6. KOREAN IDOL BOYBANDS! (you have no idea how distracting they are. ((:)
7. Im just plain lazy (hehehe. who isnt?)

& my dad bought me the album ive wanted for so long..
REBIRTH by my all time fav band...
SS501!
Yay me!!
Now, all i have to do is to buy the rest of their albums. ((:
Heheh.
Im a fan & i have to support them by buying their albums.
So practically, you guys have an idea what i want on 02062010. X)

K. Byeeee~

2009-07-31T06:07:00.000-07:00

But Now Is Different, You're Like A Stranger To Me...

Its moving all to fast...
Everything is coming to an end.
An end to another phase in life. Im scared.
Prelims are starting. O levels after that.
Time should slow down sometimes.
Its all too fast.. I want to slow it down...

& i want to learn to talk 17 syllables per second. ((:
Man, that guy is awesome! He is a really good rapper & speaker.
Outsider is a korean rapper.
He can rap 17 syllables per second. Which is WICKED!
Hahahhs. ((: Sane moment.
Nyahahhs.

Oh wells...
HAPPY BIRTHDAYY WEN SHEE!!!!
May you have a splendid birthday!
Good luck for O levels.
& stay cheerful! ((:

Twooodlesss then. ((:

2009-07-15T08:57:00.000-07:00

All I Ask Is An Escape From Reality...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I just feel like giving everything up.
Im just going nuts.
Its hard. Its never been this hard before.
This is the only time that I have put in sooo much effort in.
But why don't I see the results?
Prelims is in 3 weeks time.
Tommorow is my prelim oral.
My parents are worried.
& heck, even the teachers are worried about me.
I just look real dazed and tired in class.
Yeah, but things do get in my brain.
Just at a slower pace. I guess.
& to many, I look almost carefree.
Externally, i keep my calm.
The tiredness, its real.
It really is. Its unbelievable how lethargic I am.
Internally, Im raging a war with myself.
I am motivated, but its all taken its toll.

Im Just Really Tired.
I dont really care anymore...
I just want to get this over & done with.
I wanna pass this part of my life.
& whatever happens, let it happen.
I can make by improvisation.
& hey, ive been doing that all this while...

& yeahh, escapism from reality seems like the best thing to me now...

2009-07-13T08:46:00.000-07:00

I Try Comforting Myself With This One Lie...

Im slowly losing my sanity.
Its mentally draining.
Every part of my life is draining.
& did I mention that evri part of my life constitutes of studying?
3 more months...
My sleeping patterns are a nightmare.
I am sleep deprived most of the time.
Thats why..
Its draining all of me.
Sometimes, I just dont have the energy to laugh also.
Haissyyy. FOCUS!
I don't want to repeat this psychotic schedule again.
I must do it just once.
& ONCE ONLY!
I shall prove myself.
That I am capable of great things in life.
Whatever those are.
But Self-Motivation is the least I can give myself for now.
& yeahh. Incentives.
Yes. I shall do it.
Now, Off to study. & finish up Amaths.

Twoodlessss!

2009-06-17T01:56:00.000-07:00

& It Knocks You Down...

HeyHey!
Its the last week of school..
Which basically means, its closer to the exams.
=.= Why oh Why?
Im scared. & at the same time, Im tired.
Tired of seeing word after word.
Number after number.
& cooking. =.=
Gawsh the cooking.
Hahahs. I almost fainted at the end of it.
& had cramps all over my body.
Oh wells, & for the 1st time in a long time.
I am starting to understand amaths sums.
Integration! Bt trigo and me still dont click at all.
Hahahahs. Im serious. x)
I will now attempt 2 do amaths hw. x)
WISH ME LUCK!

ByeeeByee!

2009-05-19T03:42:00.000-07:00

Time Is All That Holds Me Now...

YAY!

The exams are finally over!
So whees. I guess.
It feels as if its still isnt over.
It isnt actually.
I still have my coursework to finish.
O levels to come. Danngggg.

& i should really smack myself.
I keep doing stuff i shldnt do.
& end up i let evrione down & angry.
Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I should really change.

Oh wells.
I miss my dad.
Hahahahhs.

Till i finish my coursework. =.=
ByeeByee.

2009-05-15T06:45:00.000-07:00

Apa yang kau rasa hanya sementara. Itu pasti.

Exams really gets to me..
Haissyyy.
What to do?
A lot of papers down.
Now, its 2 more to go..
Gahhhhhhhs.
I miss my phone.
Basically, its coz of the camera in it.
Hahahahs.
Can ehh? Heee.
Did i tell you i miss having a life?
All i do now is go skool then go home.
StudyStudyStudy.
K. Im gonna do F&N
RECIPE HUNT!
Heheh.

K ByeBye!

2009-04-21T08:13:00.000-07:00

Its Over - Jesse Mccartney

We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause'

Cause I'm not comin' back
I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but
I'm not anymoreI got the picture phone
but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed'

Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied

Oh they ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversation short and sweet because

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause baby it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved ya before

And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl you know it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's overI swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's overI swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

2009-04-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

Life Is Such A Crazy Thing, Its Never Really What It Seems

I'll update now. hahahs. ((:

Exams start next week.
Which really isnt good coz i havent really studied.
So yeahh.
Coursework is frustrating.
Amaths is a pain.
& did u noe, i go to school 6times a week now.
Which is awesome. =.=

& im hungry now.
Hehehe. x)
I should go sleep to prevent myself from eating
Nyahahahhs.
There's full dress rehearsal 2morrow.
Its gonna be hotttt!!!

Oh wells.
My life is boring. Hahahs.
You kinda get that in Sec Four.
Hahahahs. x0

Twooodlieeesss!

2009-04-12T07:27:00.000-07:00

THE GLASS IS HALF FULL...

If Only Life Was A Fairytale...

Life would be much easier.

Dont you think?

Simple, carefree..

Sometimes, I wish life was like that.

Without the stress and the datelines to meet, people to please.

Fairytales never come true.

Its frustrating.

But if life was a fairytale,

We would never mature. Ever.

We would never learn.

We would never be independent.

We wouldnt know the pain we go thru each day.

& the joy we feel when we make it thru.

I just want this year to pass.

As fast as possible.

I want to get over and done with it.

Its getting to me.

Every single thing.

I dont want to do this anymore.

Time, pass faster please?

Though, if it did, I would end up failing it.

On the bright side, I managed to do A. Maths, Partial Fractions.

Its not so hard once you get used to it.

So yeahh. Thats the bright side.

& yeahh. My parents & sis are home.

She's gonna wake me up at 1am today for sure. =.=

But doesnt matter.

Coz everytime i see her, i feel calm.

Her carefree self does that to me.

Influence.

I guess.

Oh wells. Argggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!

K Im done. I think.

Twooodlieeeees

2009-04-08T06:59:00.000-07:00

ALWAYS BE MY BABY..

HeyHey! Its been some time since i blogged. So yeahh. UPDATES!!!

First up, BAND!

We had SYF last week. SILVER!. So yeahh. Wanted so much to get a gold bt OH WELL.

Saw the SEC ONE JUNIORS! We have 4 in our section this year. A lot huh?

& the seniors have 2 spend time 2 teach them.

Tomorrow, it would be the day that sec 4s would step down.

The last time to play with my dahling jnrs other than on speech day.

Im gonna miss them very very much. )):

I just realised hw band has surrounded much of my life.

Its thru band that i escape the problems i face in my life.

Without band, i would just feel lost. Damn.

I cant believe im saying this but IM GONNA MISS GG TO BAND!!

*CRYING OUT LOUD*

STUDIES!

Studies stress me out. Its been getting on my nerves..

Its now dominating my life now.

WHYYY?

O levels are just 6 months awayy.

6 MONTHS!!

What am i going 2 do?!

I know i must work hard.

I will & I must. ((:

ARGGGHHHH!

Okayy. I Feel Better Now..

((:

TWOOODLIEEESSS!

2009-03-18T21:53:00.000-07:00

BAND CAMP ROCKKKSSSS!

WOOOTS!
The past 3 days, i havent been at hme much.

Coz of BAND CAMP!

Hahahs. It rockss lahhhs.

Hahas.

1st day:

It was okayy2.

Had band exchange programme.

We performed nt tt bad bt we cld still haf done better. ((:

I had gastric when i gt back.

So yeahhh.

Hahahs.

Had mini amazing race.

Me & Wen Shee stationed at the main gate.

WITH A LOT OF FLOUR & KETCHUP!

Hahahs. It was superr fun lahhhs.

In the end, we were covered frm top to toe thanks to naveeda & ridzuan.

Hahhahs.

Bathed & ate dinner while the jnrs watched movie.

Stayed up all the way till 4am that day.

It was fun. ((:

2nd day:

Woke up at 6+am

Went to get ready 4 PT.

After tt, had breakfast.

The rest of the snrs went out 2 get ready for the amazing band race.

So yeahh.

The jnrs went out & bathed.

They came back & had brass sectionals.

After that, had lunch & went up again for band prac.

Had sectionals which i slept.

Hahahs.

Saw the SEC 1s performed skit. Damn cool. ((:

Had dinner after tt and quickly gt ready for NIGHT ACT!

The jnrs had more sectionals.

Headed to my station.

Did i tell u it was dark & dusty.

I got scared. Hahahs.

Me & Joanne got bored after a while. Hahhas.

The juniors gt scared thou.

So yeahh.

After that, we cleaned up & i went in2 the classroom & slept.

Woke up at 130am to bathe. Ate & went back 2 sleep.

3rd day:

Woke up at 730 am

Hahhs. No one woke up fr duty. HAhhas.

We were that tired.

Bathed and packed bag & headed to assemble.

Had breakfast. & went to band prac. Which include sectionals.

Slept again. Woke up & went in2 music rm.

Did recording. It sounded nt bad. Hahahs.

After that, we had lunch.

The jnrs went up to keep instru.

While we gt ready for the ending.

Took pix after that. It was fun. ((:

So yeahh.

It was fun in a way but also scary too.

Hahahs.

Today there's still band.

I better get ready. ((:

Twoodless.

* I havent been the greatest friend in the world.

& i apologise.

2009-03-05T06:42:00.000-08:00

Baby, Its Us Against The World...

Heyhey loveliessssss. Its been a while since i last updated.

Manymanymany things have happened.

Last Sunday, i had high tea for my uncle's bdae celebration! Hahahs.

Did i tell you i love chocolate fondue? Its super yummyyyyy.

Monday... Rehearsal at Suntec. Was cool. I Love DUNMAN BAND! ((:

Tuesday.. School as usual with band prac after that. Hahas.

Yesterday, ended at 9.30am. Awesome or whatttt?

Went eat, library & home. Hehehe.

Today, woke up super duper early for BAND PERFORMANCEE!
Its supersupersuper fun. Hahahs.

& the bus ride home was great. & yeahh my hair looks "nice" in the wind. Hahahs.

Ate Macdonalds, after tt carried percussion instru up to music room.

Drank water & went to class...

F&N was alrightss. Didnt do much coz was having a headache.

After skool, accompanied BbyJuliet to dance.

Then decided to go out & go 4 self prac with Fruit Salad. Hahahs.

Went home with Fruit Salad, Qistina, Syafawati, Suhaila & Su'aidah. ((:

Did i tell you BAND rocks my world? Hahahahahs.

I seriously dont know how i'll do w/o band. )):

Oh wells, I must get a GOLD for this year's SYF!

We'll get it, if God wills.

YEAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Hahahahss. ((:

TWOOODDDLIIIIEEEESSS DARRLLIINNGGSSS!

2009-02-22T07:17:00.000-08:00

So Both Of Us Are Mad For Nothing...

Gawsshhh. Im TIRED, arent u? Everything is just sooooo "no comments".

Yesterday, was alright. Wasnt awesome. But alrightss. Lotsa stuff gg on. But mostly i spent time in the hall, watching ENDANERA & RUBBERLLICA perform. & oso doing ppl's hair. I really should start considering a opening a business in hairdressing. Hahahs. So, many ppl had red hair yesterday. Hahhas. Its awesome, really. Hahahs. Walked arnd, didnt buy anything, just food. The teacher's concert was RANDOM. But 4D1's form & co-form teachers are HOTT! Esp the co-form. Heehee. After the whole thing. helped a bit in the cleaning, b4 gg to bbt to grab a bite. I was reallyreally hungry. Hahhas. Went with BBYJULIETT. Talked abt stuffs. Then, my dad picked me up & went hme. Reached hme, bathed, went out again. Watched movie. Its alright, but quite boring ahh. Halfway, i fell asleep. Hahahs. Bt yeahh. Ate a bit of dinner then went home & slept. I couldnt even open my eyes lahh. Haisyy.

Today, my sis slapped me awake at 8am. I went back to sleep ignoring her. Woke up an hour later. I was still very sleepy. Bathed & came down to eat & watched tv. Went to madrasah. Gawshh. It was common sense so i didnt really listen. After tt i had a test. Didnt really understand much of it but i did anw. Its an open book, so i just copied it frm the paper. Did a bit of Iqra, then left for tuition. Arrived thre at arnd 2.50. Bought latte & went up to the tuition centre. Saw a girl frm school. Lesson's alright. At least he doesnt scare me. Hahas. Bt yeahh. It was informative, Then, went hme. Watched rerun of THE LITTLE NYONYA. Its an awesome series. No wonder it got so much attention. But yeahh. Did a bit of chem. & abit of F&N, & now im blogging. I wanna go sleep. Lets see what happens tomorrow.. I hope its better...

Twoodles Lovelies..

2009-02-17T06:24:00.000-08:00

In Our Voices A Hopeful Song We Never Understood...

HeyHey.

Did I tell you that being a teenager is actually tough work? You kinda need a lot of nerve and patience just to get through this time of life. But sometimes, no matter how much you try to make it right, everything seems to go the wrong way again. Its like, all i see now is drama everywhere. & i really mean everywhere. Am i prone to such things now? & must it be in my sec 4 year? Is this a test? If it is, i'll try to make it thru & hopefully by the end of it, i'll be stronger than ever. No one's ever seen the other side of me before. The side, where anger takes over. I don't want anyone to witness that side of me. & i do that by relaxing myself and keeping quiet. So yeah, when u see me do that, i am pissed or angry or just plain thinking. I've also been thinking a lot. It just becomes a normal daily thing. So yeahh, in everything i do, i will start thinking about random things.

I get really tired thinking bout it. Sometimes, i wish i was in p1 again. No drama, no fuss. The time when i get really super high marks. The awards i got. The friends ive made. Its just isnt easy anymore. Everything just had to be perfect. Damn lahhh. I get pissed damn easily these days & i dont think anyone realises it. I think stress is getting to me. O lvls, 5 performances next month, SYF & yeah, even the care & share day. I seriously can go mad. Haissy.

At least there's smething to look forward to. The days where i go 4 band & miss class. ((: Trombone section is what keeps me sane. Hahahs. Though i get hyper after that. But its them that makes my day. They're the ones who may be lame & really noisy, they know how to put all their problems away just for band. & i really admire them for that.

SHILA, CHENG TING, JEREMY, NAOMI, MELISSA!

You Guys Rock! ((: Thanks for being there for me always. Despite the bullying. Heee.

ILYGUYSSS! ((:

I know I may be a bitch sometimes.

& im sorry.

2009-02-14T08:17:00.000-08:00

I Wish I Was Looking Into Your Eyes...

& YEAHH!

I'm sick.

Its actually the last thing i need now.

I have flu, sore throat, fever.

Haissy.

Met the juniors today.

Never really like 1st meetings.

Its just plain awkward.

So yeahhh.

Had lunch at BBT.

Went 4 lit.

It was then my fever started.

The heat was getting to my head ahh.

I had to lie down 4 a while lahh.

Went home.

Bathed, eat, watched tv, tried to do eng hw & did f&n.

My head nw still hurts.

I think my fever rising again.

Damn lahh.

Oh wells.

I better go to sleepp.

Haisssyy.

I sound depressed.

Hahahahs.

Im not kay?

Hahahs. ((:

Twooodlieees Lovelieees!

2009-02-06T06:40:00.000-08:00

I Just Can't Go To Sleep.

Coz It Feels Like I've Fallen For You

& the song im addicted to now..

INSOMNIA by CRAIG DAVID!

That song is awesome can?

& yeahhh!

Hhahahs.

Gahhhhhhhs.

Band is tiring.

But fun!!!

Hahahahs.

& i cant concentrate on my f&n.

Though i have to do it.

Im not on schedule lahhhh.

Hahahs.

Must discipline myself.

Hard okayy?

Hahahs.

Kayyyy.

Im just saying random stuff.

Hahahas.

& i have flu now.

So yeahhh.

My nose is blocked.

My throat hurts.

My hand hurts.

Nothing to do with the flu.

I think its coz SOMEONE twisted my hand.

Hahahs.

Oh wells.

Band tomorrow.

Sec 1s coming in.

More people!

Hahahhs.

Stepping down after SYF.

Gonna miss my juniors.

I shld stop now.

Heh.

I shld go to sleep.

Goodnight! ((:

TWOOOOOODDLLLIIIIIESSSSSS~

2009-02-04T05:16:00.000-08:00

Looking Back I Wish I Could Rewind...

Im Tired Can?

Heh.

Ive been staying back almost evriday after skool.

BAND:

Stress lah seyy.

Having auditions now.

It really2 gets to me.

Im scared...

I have to pass this audition so badly!

Heheh.

SCHOOL:

Its Class test week!

Lotsa class test.

I think they happy make us more stress. =.=

Hahahas. Oh wells.

Must Study hard.

8-9 MORE MONTHS!!

So fast lahhhh.

Haisssyyy.

HOME:

Do homework.

Study.

Sleep. Zzzz!

Yep. Thats wad i do. ((:

& eating breaks in btwn. Heh.

I have no life. =.=

Hahahs.

I have to do F&N now. =.=

Good luck to me then.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

TWOOODLIEEEEES!~

2009-01-26T08:36:00.000-08:00

Your Eyes Don't Lie

Todayyy is super awesome!

I think.

I woke up at around 9+,

& went out of the house at 11.

Went to dad's work place.

Did some hw there & left for lunch.

& then, we went in search for food.

It took us almost 2 hours to find a place to eat.

We sat down to eat...

Fast Food. =.=

Hahahs. But yeahh, it made me full.

We walked arnd again.

& decided to go mount faber.

We went up by foot for around 3m.

I think.

& me & sis were singing all e way up.

Hahahs.

They have an awesome bridge called Henderson Waves.

It really gorgeous lahhhs.

Hahahs.

Went up to the top.

Bought juice & ice cream.

Then went back down.

Hahahs.

My adrenaline was pumping lahh.

& i was high.

Soooo.

I decided to run down & hug a lamp post.

& nxt thing i saw...

People laughing at me. =.=

Well, aper nk buat.

Then we went home.

Today was tiring!

But it was fun.

Family time lah seyy!

Two days ago.

Had BBQ at home.

It was awesome tooo!

Well, nw back to doing F&N.

Arggghhh!

Hahahs.

Twoodlieeeessss!

2009-01-24T06:41:00.000-08:00

A Little Too Not Over You – David Archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the bestI know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, ooh.

* & why?

2009-01-14T06:01:00.000-08:00

& I'll Be Your Angel...

HeyHey!

I will not be updating much.

BusyBusy schedule.

Almost everyday is BAND day.

So i've been reaching home around 7+ pm everyday.

Did i tell you how tired i am?

Yes, im tired.

Blahhhhs.

Just have to tell myself "4 more months.."

Darnnn. How am i supposed to survive?

Tomorrow, it'll be the adam khoo workshop.

So, 2 days of no lessons.

It replaces the lessons with lots of laughter and tears.

Nyahahahahhas.

Oh wells.

& i got my Malay O level results.

Nyahahahs.

I got a B3. Not bad ahh. Hahahs.

But I scored a distinction for oral & listening compre.

Muahahahahs.

((:

That's that then.

Till i update...

Which will be a million years later.

I'll be MIA-ing! ((:

Twooooddliieeeeesss!

2008-12-31T06:27:00.000-08:00

Suria Hatiku!!!!

Heyhey!

As you can see, Mum's bought 4 me Taufik Batisah's new album! ((:

Oh wells. Heee.

In less than 2 hour's time,

Its gonna be 2009.

Dont ask me abt resolutions.

Im nt good at making them up or sticking to them.

Hahahs. So i'll leave it at that.

Time moves so fast lahhh.

Im getting old. =.=

Hahahs.

Lets hope i'll be disciplined enuff to do my work.

& do well. Heheh.

& Sha, Im not MIA-ing.

Im just nt allowed the use of the com during this time.

Maybe the whole year.

Except when i need it for my F&N. Heh.

Anywayyyyyy,

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! ((:

& Happy Birthday to My Granddad!

He'll be one year older in 2 hours time! ((:

Twoodliessssss! <3333

2008-12-23T23:18:00.000-08:00

You Don't Need To Be Alone. ((:

I'll be off again for 4 days.

Hehe.

So im saying this again. Hahas.

MISS ME WHEN IM GONE!

Im always going somewhere.

Its good actually.

I can relax before going into full time studying for Os.

& I GOT MY HP BAAAACCCKK!

The only thing that sucks is that..

My memory card is faulty.

It cant be used anymore. )):

Awww.

Hahahs.

I hope this font colour doesnt hurt anyone's eyes. Hehe.

Till then..

Twoooodlieeeesss!

2008-12-18T05:17:00.000-08:00

Together We'll Find A Way...

HEYYYYYYYSSS!
& Im back from my loooooonnggg holiday!

I spent almost 2 weeks in Brisbane, Queensland, Australia!!

As usual, there's many2 pictures.

& many2 places i had visited.

It was fun lah seyyy!

Despite me getting sunburnt.

Heeeee.

But, I got a tan!

Hahhhas.

There's too much to write now.

& im tired coz of jet lag.

7 hours in the plane is tiring,

Hahahs.

Oh wells.

IM BACCCCKKK!

Just thought you should know. ((:

TWOOODDLIEEESSS~

2008-12-05T03:38:00.000-08:00

The Sweet Escape! ((:

I'll be off now!

Till i come back..

Miss me aitessss!

Heee. ((:

Twooodlieeeees!

2008-12-04T07:39:00.000-08:00

You Would Always Be My Baby! ((:

Heyyyys!

Im done cleaning my room.

& almost done packing my bag.

I'll be off tomorrow.

So yeahhh.

Hahahahs.

& note to all:

Do Not Contact Me Thru My Hp.

Its kinda went psycho on me.

& yes, its dead.

I cant on that phone.

Sadly, i think its a gone case.

Hahahs.

So yeahh.

I dont know why i even bother taking care of it.

Haissy..

Oh wells.

Twoodliessss!

2008-12-03T05:34:00.000-08:00

Hope You'll Forgive Me!

Heyyyaaaaa!

Gahhhhhhhhs.

I have to nail the set piece.

It was torture during band.

Oh wells. I'll have to practice harder.

Heeeeehs.

I have to wake up early tomorrow! )):

So sedih lahh seyy.

Band in e morning till late afternoon.

Prffts. Must practice.

& friday, i'll be far awayyyyy.

AWAYYYYY!

FAR FAR AWAAAAYYY!

So yeahhh.

Im gonna miss everyone.

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Twoooodlieeees!

2008-12-01T06:32:00.000-08:00

I Gotta Take A Chance Tonight...

Today was awesome as usual. ((:

Went to the hospital with mum, sis, & grandmum.

Grandmum went 4 checkup.

& who knew the hospital is awesome?

Im in love with the new wing.

Its really pretty! ((:

Ate lunch thre & headed to shop 4 stuff.

I BOUGHT NEW SANDALS! ((:

I love my mum!

Thanks MUM! ((:

I slept for an hour otw home.

Then, headed out 4 tuition.

Im still scared. Hahahs.

Went to downtown east.

Buy food there & went home.

It was tiring, but it was fun! ((:

Band's starts tomorrow.

Haisyyy. Can i not go?

Im still waiting 4 that day!

Im excited, arent u?

The bags are half packed.

So yay! ((:

Twoooddlieees!

Ive never been this excited.

Circumstances caused it to happen.

Im am ready to leave it all behind.

I sure am. Who Knew?

2008-11-27T23:46:00.000-08:00

Do You Still Get Butterflies When Im Just Being Who I Am?

HEYHEYY!

& life's been awesome! ((:

Didnt have band e whole week.

Just bringing repaired instru into e band room.

Monday was boring.

Was stuck at home.

I almost forgot to go to physics tuition.

Nyahahahs.

So, i made it to 1 hour only.

If i was stuck any longer.

I'd be scared.. x)

On Tuesday,

Went to watch "Quantum Of Solace"

I didnt understand a thing.

So anyone kind enuff to explain e story?

Hahahs. ((:

On Wednesday,

Went out to Ehub with family.

We went bowling. & the bumpers were up.

& i oni got 1 strike by luck. ((:

After that, went to a restaurant there.

It was called "The Fresh Bulgogi"

Its serves Korean cuisine.

It was interesting. & i think we made the most noise thre.

There was oso jokes made there abt eggs. ((:

Went home after a long, long day!

On Thursday, woke up late. Heh.

Went to school at 2.

Brought instru up to band store.

& went home.

Stopped by library b4 gg home.

Still it was a nice day. ((:

Ive been sleeping at 1am nowadays.

Hahahahs. Coffee nyer pasal.

Stayed up yesterday to watch "Her Best Move".

& "America's Next Top Model" Cycle 10.

I already noe who won.

But i watched it anyway.. ((:

Its fun, staying up till late at night.

Its the most calm time everr.

I'll be gg overseas next friday.

So yeahh, till then.

I'll be here. ((:

Twooodlieeesss.

2008-11-23T21:13:00.000-08:00

You Got A Smile So Bright, You Know You Could've Be A Candle. ((:

I Love The Weekends. ((:

Friday was awesomenesss!

21/11/2008

Sec 4 FAREWELL PARTY!!!

It was fuuuunnn.

Esp with the water & flour.

Hahahahs. (((:

It was really2 fun.

& the food was great.

Had pizza & donuts too!

Exchanging of pressies was fun.

& yeahh. Thx 4 e pressies. x)

2x Oxygen!! ((: (inside joke)

Nyahahahahahs.

& someone owes me pics yeahh! ((:

22/11/2008

Went to GIANT supermarket.

Bought lotsa stuffs.

I bought stuff to bake. ((:

Im gonna cook! Hahahs.

Oh wells.

23/11/2008

Graduation at Madrasah.

It was prize-giving + partayye!

As usual i didnt win anything,

Hahahs.

I never gt highest for anything.

Thats y.

Padahal the highest person beat me by 1/2 & 5 marks.

I did well nonetheless. :D

I rockk!

Headed home after that.

& my sis performed at White Sands.

Playing "Rudolph The Red-Nosed Reindeer" on the piano.

Hahahs.

Cute kann?

Im soooo tireddd.

Hahahs.

I need to complete my amaths.

& on top of that , my chem tuition hw.

GAHHHHHS.

I have no holiday until i go overseas.

So yeahh, by then.

Miss me! ((:

TWOODLIESSSS!

2008-11-20T07:22:00.000-08:00

Snapshot Of Your Love In A Way. ((:

& YEAHH!

Mum's bought me that PINK SHADES! ((:

Even though i cant see far in it.

I think its real prettyyy. ((:

Im gonna take good care of it. Nyahahahs.

I wanna go back to the way it was

When I knew that you were mine

I wanna know how it feels to love

The pure and easy kind

I wanna go back to the way it was

Baby tell me where you're at

Cause I wanna go back

I wanna go back

Flashback to a better day

Snapshot of your love in a way

You always knew what turn me on

Made me smile when my joy was gone

When did we loose all the words to say

When did the colors turn to grey

Nothing can live when its in the dark

Tell me when did we loose the spark

- I Wanna Go Back- Jordan Pruitt-

Twoodlieeees!

2008-11-19T07:50:00.000-08:00

What Happened To The Holidays?

Ive been doing amaths sums every single day now..

Blueuuggghs.

But i managed to do a few myself. Hee~

Today, i had chem tuition.

It was alrighhttts.

Im starting to like chemistry.

& im gonna make sure i get a distinction in it.

To help with my physics...

Heeee~

& I really3 have to change my daily routine.

Nyahahhahs.

Who knew I rocked at playing "Taboo"?

Hahhahahs.

Its fuuunnnnn! ((:

Twooooodliessss~

2008-11-16T07:22:00.000-08:00

& I'm Back!

Life's been great. ((:

The past weekend have been awesome!!!

15112008

Woke up at 720am in the morning.

Went out of the house at 8am with family.

Went to eat & headed to The Grand Cathay! ((:

That place is pretttyyyy!

& huge!!

There's 3 floors where u can book tix.

& many2 shops to get ur popcorn & drinks! ((:

The inside of the cinema was REALLY GORGEOUS!

Its decorated so grandly. ((:

Watched MADAGASCAR 2: ESCAPE TO AFRICA!

The movie is funny, touching, family-loving! ((:

I love that movie!

After that, headed to late lunch.

Mum bought a camera to bring 4 e holidays! ((:

Its gold coloured. Gahhhs.

Went home & got ready 4 band!

My shirt is too big. Hahahs.

Oh wells, practiced 4 the 10sec fanfare.

& performed & ate the dinner given.

Went home! & watched ANTM!!

Im telling you ANTM Cycle 11 is AWESOME!

Im supporting Mckey & Analeigh!!!

((:

Slept at 1. Heheh.

16112008

Woke up late. Hehe.

Ate late breakfast & gt ready 4 jemputan.

Wore my fav baju kurung & went over to aunt's place.

HE'S THERE!!! ((:

He's the cutest boy i have ever seen!

He's scared of me though. Nyahahhs.

I love my nephew! ((:

Today was blazing hott.

So the jemputan was hot.

But the food's great though. ((:

The main thing about jemputans is that..

I do not know most of the ppl thre.. )):

Oh wells. After that, went to buy ice cream to cool down.

I walked around in high heels & i think i have blisters.

Hehe. But it was worth it! ((:

Went home & watch The Fantastic Four on tv.

I also love that movie! ((:

I feel very family-ish now.

Hahhahas. But its cool! ((:

I love my family!

((:

Twoodles!

& thx for the movie! ((:

2008-11-13T05:51:00.000-08:00

The Way You Do The Things You Do! ((:

Walking in the rain with a black umbrella at 8 in the morning..

Thats what I was doing this morning!

Emo-ing in the rain..

NOT!!!
Hahahhs.

I was kinda dancing/sliding on the way home.

With earphones as music. Hahahs.

So it was funn!

I had 1 hour of Amaths today.

Hahahas. It was short. Nyahahhas.

Band was inspirational.

During the brass sectionals.

Hahahhas.

Oh wells.

I miss primary school.

I really do..

It was the best moments in my life.

Talking to Farah reminds me of all the fun times we had. ((:

Running around school.

Decorating our classroom.

Falling down in the mud.

& getting clothes from e office to change into.

& it was a million times. Hahahs.

SYF, Choir Olympics, NDP... ((:

Gyeahhhs.

Those were the times.

Dammmnn.

If only..

I could go back in time...

Oh wells.

Twoodliiiesss!

2008-11-12T02:12:00.000-08:00

ITS MY DECLARATION!!!!!

WHEEES~

YEAHHH!

School was short todayy.

Had physics today.

& did practical.

I also managed to fall down and scratch myself.

Hahahahs. Oh wells.

Oso, geog class was cancelled.

Too little people came.

Hahahahs.

GAHHHHSS!

I need more books in my life.

Hahahahs.

& I really need to study for Os.

Danggg.

I just realised,,,

How life is unpredictable.

It just has a lot of ups and downs.

& life really is short..

& we really need to live life to e fullest.

Cherish every moment you have with the ones u love.

You never know what will happen to them.

Coz when they're gone..

There's no turning back.

& thats when u realise..

How much they mean to you...

Random?

Yeahh.

But its just thoughts..

TWOODLIESS!

2008-11-10T01:23:00.000-08:00

LINK: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0T5Op0DVyLg

Broken-Hearted Girl- Beyonce Knowles

You're everything I thought you never were

And nothing like about you could've been

But still you lived inside of me

So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget

The only one I loved and not forgive

And though you've break my heart

You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you

Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me

And put tears on my face

And even now I hate you its pains me to say

I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna to take breath without you babe

I don't want to play that part

I know that I love you but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no

I don't want a broken heart

I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl

No broken-hearted girl

I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say

But up 'til now I've always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still I wanna put this out

You say you got the most respect for me

But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me

And still you're in my heart

But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you

But I don't complain

Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away

Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say

That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna to take breath without you baby

I don't want to play that part

I know that I love you but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no

I don't want a broken heart

I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl

No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh

I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah

I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free

To spread my wings and fly away, away with you

Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna to take breath without my baby

I don't want to play that part

I know that I love you but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no

I don't want a broken heart

I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl

No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Broken-hearted girl, no, no

No broken-hearted girl

HELL YEAH! THIS SONGS IS SUPERR NICE! ((:

GO HEAR IT!!

I'LL PESTER YOU TO!

MUAHAHHAHAHAS.

TWOODLIESS! ((:

2008-11-09T08:00:00.000-08:00

PREPARE TO BE SHOCKED! ((:

Seriously, you will.

& please dont laugh..

Pretty please?

Heh.

2008-11-08T07:59:00.000-08:00

You Stole My Soul & Set Me Free...

I loveeee today! It rocks!

Other than footdrills...

I LOVE TODAY!

Guess what I got today!!!

My parents bought me..

THE WHOLE HOUSE OF NIGHT SERIES!!! ((:

Its awesome lah seyy.

Im gonna save it for the overseas trip! ((:

After that, I managed to buy my AVOCADO ICECREAM!

Its the best ice cream flavour in the whole wide world!

Then, my sister went to get her ears pierced.

Im telling you, it took around 15mins plus to pierce on ear.

I got pissed. That girl. =.=

But now, more ppl to share earrings with!

Can borrow from my sisters. Heh.

Got home & slept!

I was reallyreallyreallyreally tired. Hahahs.

Watched tv then read one library book in 1/2 an hour.

& now im on the com!

I still havent completed my madrasah test-homework.

Yeahhh. I'll do tt tomorrow. Hahahs.

Twoodlieees!

2008-11-07T03:47:00.000-08:00

Im just so tired..

Can I just give up on everything?

I dont know what to do anymore...

I want everything to stop.
If only, time would rewind itself..

& stay that way..

Can i please be 1 again?

I cant remember anything at tt time.

No worries to haunt me.

Please?

Pretty please?

2008-11-06T07:06:00.000-08:00

I AM IN LOVE WITH MY BLOGSKIN!!!

CHRIS BROWN!! ((:

Dang I Love That Boy! Hehe.

Twoodles.

2008-10-30T07:13:00.000-07:00

Tell Me Something I Dont Know. ((:

Today was fun! ((:

I only had 1 hour of lessons!

Some people made me listen to DECODE. x)

Its a nice song.

It just so happens that i need more time to get used to the song.

Im sorry.. Hahahahs.

& had band after school.

Who knew band had its own set of politics.

Its sooo interesting. Don't you think? ((:

We played Bflat, G and C scale.

& the only scale i can play w/o messing up is Bflat. Heh.

We did the song that we need to play.

& i almost slept but used the spray to keep me awake.

So, tomorrow is drilling time for the trombonists. Muahahhs.

Im gonna make sure we all can play the song.

Seriously, band politics is confusing.

& ttz y i do not like to be involved. Hahahs.

I need to pack stufffsss for tomorrow.

Twooodliessss~

2008-10-28T08:51:00.000-07:00

& I Mean What I Said..

Blaaaahhhhhhssss~

I went to school early today.

& spent 2 1/2 hours doing malay & eating & talking.

Physics was not that bad.

I understood it! ((:

SS was awesome!

I love it! I really do!

Band was ok.

I DID NOT SLEEP IN BAND!

Sooo. YAY ME!!!

& it reminds me, i have a list to do for band stuff.

Prffftttssss.

& here are my Things To Do!

1. Do that list.

2. Get help for A. Maths.

3. Complete Fiqh test.

4. Finish graded Seerah test.

5. Finish Arabic graded assignment.

6. Finish SS.

7. Have sectionals!!!!

Wheees~ So many thingsss!

Soooo very lil time.

& im gonna finish all the stuff that i have listed!

Twoooodddlllieeesss~

Im just wondering..

Is it just me?

Or are you avoiding me? Hmm?

2008-10-27T07:34:00.000-07:00

I LOVE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!

Seriously, i do. & i havent even watched HSM3 yet.
Heehhhs. I watched e 1st movie once.
The 2nd movie twice.
& e concert on disney channel once.
Dangg. Isnt it lovely? ((:
Was supposed to go out today.
But it was canceled coz of e tv shows & rain.
So yeahhh, I cant buy books. )):
Oh wellls. Another time then..
& I miss my friends. ((:
Can i see them & not go to school?
Hahahs. Tomorrow, bridging programme's starting.
I would haf 2 1/2 hours of free time.
& after that, its band.
I love band, i doo.
Its just, i fall asleep during band.
I cant help it, when im not playing, i get bored.
& when i get bored, i sleep.
Haissyyy.
I need to find my physics & SS books.
I have no idea which cupboard i stuff them in.
More work 4 me then.

TWOODLES~

2008-10-25T10:03:00.000-07:00

Its Not Enough To Say That I Miss You..

& I LOVEEE SHOPPING! ((:
Well, technically, i didnt buy much stuff.
All i bought was a box & powder. Hahahs.
Went to Vivo coz of e small kid sis. Her voice high pitched.
Pain lahh my earr.. GRR!
She had to buy antlers for her performance.
Ate at banquet.
Bought her antlers & my box.
Walk around.
Went to Swensens to eat ice cream!
I bought Banana Crumble. & i couldnt finish it. Heh.
Then, went to Crocs. Buy slippers for grandmum.
& went to Guardian to buy powder.
Wanted to buy colour hair spray.
But expensive.
We almost got lost in finding e car. Hahahs.
So overall, today was fun.
& i shouldnt play at e playground at Vivo.
Pain lah seyy i fall. HeeHeee. ((:

Twoodlieeesss~

2008-10-24T07:23:00.000-07:00

Even If I Leave You Now, I Won't Give Up On This Love..

HeyyHeyy! Its the holidays! (even thou i haf xtra lessons)
I still get to wake up later than usual.
So i get to set my alarm at 6 & wake up at 7!
Wheeeeeeeeeees!
I stayed at home e whole day.
Used com, did amaths & at night, went to school for parents-teachers meeting.
It was okayy, even though i didnt listen much during the address by P.
Hahahs. Boringa ahhh, smsed Sha throughout it. Hahahs.
Found out, some people need to retake amaths test & pass to take it next year.
Was so scared lahh if i had to retake.
After tt, got results with mum.
Teacher said my results not much to worry, just need to buck up jerr.
& i do not need to retake amaths! So YIPEEEEE!
Hahahs. Bt nonetheless, i still fail it. Hahahs.
Mum & Dad malas talk to teachers so went home.
But managed to go white sands.
I bought milk-based caramel frappe.
Its nice. ((: but shld've bought e coffee based one.
I need more coffee in my life as Haziq said it. Hahahs.
No more slacking from now on!
Have to study for Os next year. So dannnggg!
Im gonna miss this year. Hahahs. The Drama is scaryyy. Hahas.

Twooodliesss!

2008-10-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

Things Would Never Go Back To How We Were...

HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI 2008! I love them veryvery much! ((:

___________________________________________________________________________

In Another Life- The Veronicas

I have known you my whole life
When you were ten, you said you'd make me your wife
And eight years later you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders

I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be
But I guess I was in love with your memory

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life

I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life...

The way you're holding on to me
Makes me feel like I can't breathe
Just let me go, just let me go
It just won't feel right inside
God knows I've tried

You know I love you, you know I do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life
In another life
In another life.

& thats the end...

2008-10-17T04:59:00.000-07:00

I miss the old times.

With no conflicts, no sorrows.

I miss the old you.

I really do.

I want the old you back.

Not the one now.

Please come back.

I miss that old you...

If only the world was carefree.

That world would have been perfect.

If only..

2008-10-17T03:18:00.000-07:00

I Keep Telling Myself I Can't Be Bothered..

2 words: OH BABY!

& yeahhh! It rockss!

Heeheee.

Dance Dance!

Thats 2 words too.

Pop Lock.

2 words!

Hahahs.

Did i tell you how much i love today?

I do kay?

It rocks! ((:

2008-10-13T23:22:00.000-07:00

LUCKY- Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat. ((:

Do you hear me, I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kissI
'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

___________________________________________________________________________

Im in loveee with the song. ((:
It reminds of the beach.
The ocean, the white sand, the coconut trees. ((:
Damn, December come plsss.
I need to be there fasterrrrr.

* I have a pimple. =.= That resembles a nose stud. Hahahs. Oh wells.

2008-10-12T09:20:00.000-07:00

Even though its a bit late for this..

12102008!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, DAD! ((:
May you buy many2 stuff for me in the future. Hehe.
Wheees~

I love my dad. ((:
& my aunt says i look like him when he was smaller. ((:

2008-10-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

Did I tell you how much I love Hari Raya?
I get to know so much abt my family.
Hahahas. Its very fun, just going out & socialising.
So now, I feel very smangat for Hari Raya.

So I NEED TO GO HARI RAYA VISTING!
Im telling you, if i dont go out, im gonna go mad.
So pls spare a thought for me.
& teman me go jln raye.
I need to go jln raya.
& im telling u, it is nt abt e money.
U can ask my mum, I never count my money.
So PRETTY PLEASE.
Teman me go jln raye?
Anyone?
:((

2008-10-10T02:25:00.000-07:00

Exams are...

OVERRRR!

I dont wanna think bout it.

ANYMOREE!

Hahahahs.

I love today!

I love bubbles.

I love oversized jackets.

I love the computer.

I love the internet.

I love Honeymelon Ice Blended Bubble Tea. ((:

Dang.

Today's just awesome kay.

You know why?

COZ EXAMS ARE OVERRRR!!!

& I still want lemang. Prffts.

2008-10-04T07:45:00.000-07:00

If you're asking why im blogging..

Its coz im bored of studying.

Studying for long periods really gets to you.

& thats y.

Im blogging. ((:

& i hear the fat cat.

Dannggg that cat. Dahlah sombong.

Masuk rumah orang aderlahhs.

GRRRR!

I studied for a whole 2 hours.

& i think im gonna go mad soon.

Hahahahas.

& really, fat cats that r stuck up r irritating.

When u call them, they just stare at u.

Like really stare.

RAWRR!

Didnt get to study today.

Kluar jalan raya.

& boy, am i rich. ((:

Hahahahs.

& im superduper tired.

But im nt sleepy.

Words are funn.

& im high.

In the sky.

Wheeees.

Do not, take note.

Do not keep fat cats like my neighbour's cat.

That cat has ways to get on my nerves.

Smack that cat.

PRFFTTS.

Twoodless~

2008-09-30T09:13:00.000-07:00

GRRR!

I cant sleep.

Gahhhhs.

Hellpp can?

& i still dont have anything to wear tomorrow.

Hahahs.

I have shoes & bag & accesories.

But so far nothing else.

But the house dah siap!

Its bright, even inside the house.

At night ahhs.

Hahhas.

&pssst. I cant study. Help?

Grrrr!

Make me study!

Hahahahs.

2008-09-30T00:49:00.000-07:00

Thanks To Love I Know Where I'm Going Now. ((:

Im tired.
& i smell of chillies & onions. ((:
Say im weird but i love cooking.
Cutting up stufff.
Hahhas. So yeah, its fun. ((:
Helped my parents with changing e sofa covers.
Put the carpet in place.
Even thou most of e time, i played with my sis. Heee.

Tomorrow's the 1st of Syawal. ((:
So that means it HARI RAYA tomorrow. !!
& i still have to go find baju to wear tomorrow.
Danggg. Hahahs. & still have to put the kuih in containers.
Hahahs. & did i tell you?
My parents bought me FRUITY FRUITADE !!
I love that stuff. Hahhhs.

I still have to finish studying SS & geog.
Zzzzz. Im soo lazy to study can?
Hahhhs. How i wish everyday is like today?
It'll be awesome. ((:
Hahahhs. & i want lemang can?
Randommm.
Hahahs. ANYWAYYY,

I wanna wish all Muslims,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.!!

2008-09-28T08:42:00.000-07:00

Now, Look At The Damage That I Have Caused You..

Heyyyyyy!
Kayy. & yes u can say im happy. ((:
Im happy & content now.
Thou, i dont get new stuff 4 hari raya.
& i dun think im putting effort in studying.
But im happy.
Im happy with what i have now.
Im happy that evrione i love is here.
Im happy that evrione's laughing.
With me & at me.
Im happy that they're happy.

Ramadhan's over soon.
& this may be the hardest month that ive been thru.
I've been laughing & crying all over & over again this past month.
This month really tested me to be patient.
Well, with all e help.
I really am trying.
& thats y i realized.
That im happy with what i have.
Im loving life.
((:

Twoodles~

& GOOD LUCK FOR EOY PEOPLE!
&& SELAMAT HARI RAYA! ((:

2008-09-24T07:47:00.000-07:00

I'm Thinking That I Still Love You.

What's happening to me?

What am i doing to myself?

Im hurting myself so badly inside.

I cant do this any longer.

If i continued to live like this, i might as well go crazy.

Ive been crying myself to sleep every single day.

& i just lost in when i got to skool.

I cried twice.

& im sorry 2 burden u guys with my crying.

I returned to class with my face red all over.

Damn im messed up.

I cant do this anymore.

All the crying and my sudden motivation.

Im serious when i say i will go crazy.

I cried again when i got home.

& suddenly got e motivation to study science.

I seriously think there's something wrong with me.

& i havent been eating well or drinking enuff water.

I havent been getting enuff sleep.

Ive been appearing lethargic in skool.

Im sorry for making u guys worried.

I think im just stressed.

I just wish e EOY is over.

I just wanna get it done with.

AARGH!

My life is seriously messed up.

2008-09-23T06:50:00.000-07:00

My Handphone Has Been Confiscated.

So dont bother contacting me there.

I'll be online on weekends i think.

Bt u can contact me by hse phone too.

& nw i have little mood 2 study.

& i need to finish 20+ pages of F&N coursework.

Yay me! =.=

Twoodles!

2008-09-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

I Have Accomplished Something. ((:
I mananged to study. Muahahahs.
I spent 2 hours yesterday & today just studying.
With music keeping me awake. ((:
I will continue doing this until final years.
Which hopefully, i'd do well. ((:

Kayyy. I have nothing else to post abt.
Soooooo.
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR FINAL YEAR'S~

* & Pufff, Get Well Soon. I need someone to talk 2 in class other than JY. Hahahahs. ((:

2008-09-07T07:41:00.000-07:00

You're The Reason That I'm Singing~

Heyheyhey!
Tomorrow school starting.
Can I not go? Pls...
Hahahs. Oh wells. I still have to go.
Heeee~
Yesterday was funnn. ((:
My sister woke me up at 7 in the morning.
Mum shouted she was leaving me at 8am. Hee.
Got up quickly & got ready.
Went off to get passport. Lawa lah seyy my family nyer passport.
Biometric. I haf to wait 5 years. =.=
After that, we decided to go shopping at Mustafa.
NOTE TO SELF: Never wear a skirt to go shopping.
& yes. I decided to wear a skirt yesterday. Hahahs.
Bought lotsa stuff. I just take & take & take. Mum's paying.
& yeah, my dad as usual, took a longlong time to choose a luggage bag.
Penat tunggu. Bought all the stuff & went to Tekka Mall.
Bought goodie bag plastic & went home.
At around 5, went to my aunt's place.
Watched SYTYCD. Kesian seyy Jesus & Jesse kluar.
Buka & watched some anime cartoon.
Hahahs. Oso watched Kiamat Sudah Dekat.
Klakar dia nyanyi lagu rock. Hahahhs.
Then went home.

Today went madrasah jerrr.
Hehheee.
Ok then.
School tomorrow. Twooodless~

2008-09-04T08:42:00.000-07:00

HEAVEN SENT- Keyshia Cole.

Sent from heaven.
Sent from heaven.

Now you can wait your whole life wondering
When it's gonna come or where it's been.
You may have got your heart broken
A few times in the past
Never last strong as it used to,
Don't feel as good as it used to (before)
And all the things you used to say,
Things you used to do, went right out the door

Oeh no more, will you be the one
That's what you tell everyone around you
But you know they've heard it all before
What more can you say
When love won't let you, walk away
You can't help who you love
And you find yourself giving it away
When you think you're in love

[CHORUS:]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you're gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you're gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

Now you can wait your whole life tryna change
What the fear from what it's been
You may have put your whole life into a man
Loving what you thought that could've been.
Nooo that's when you change
When you don't feel as good as you used to (before)
And everything you used to say,
Everything you used to do clear right out the door

Oeh no more, will you be the one
That's what you tell everyone around you
But you know they've heard it all before
What more can you say
When love won't let you, walk away
You can't help who you love
And you find yourself giving it away
When you think you're in love

[CHORUS]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you're gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you're gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

Everybody say
I wanna be the one you love
I wanna be (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one you trust
I wanna be (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one
I wanna be the one (sent from heaven)

[CHORUS:]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

Im addicted to this song~
Wheees~

2008-09-04T08:24:00.000-07:00

I'm Calling Out Your Name, Can You Hear Me?

Damn, I haf no idea why I'm saying this,
but i really miss going to school.
I guess in school, i get to keep my mind of things.
& i get to see all my friends. ((:
At home, i feel as if im cropped up, limiting me.
& i hate when people do that to me.
Oh wells, a few more days to school reopens.
& i hope that time comes fast.
And also, exams much much later. Hahhs.
Im not ready for it.
Time waits for no one i guess.
But i wish it did. Then, i guess, time would pass slowly then.
I don't mind really. I wanna hold back time.
I've started making friendship bands again.
Guess, that's what i do when i really am bored.
It keeps me company.
So, whoever wants friendship bands, tell me.
I'd give them to you. Hahhahs.
Yesterday was fun. ((:
Had amaths lesson in the morning.
& yes, ive learnt the number line. Hahs.
After tt, went library with Sharifah & Atiqah.
Had overdue fines. Hmmm.
Hahahs. Then, went walking around, shopped 4 stuffs. ((:
Went home, found out the fridge wasnt working.
Had to bring stuff to my grandmum's place.
So, most of the stuff are still there. Hahahs.
Thats all i can remember.
Hmm. Nothing interesting happened after that. Hahahs.
Today, i stayed at home.
So i was bored the whole day.
& that's y i started making friendship bands.
I should do more important stuff. But some other stuff keeps me from doing so.
Oh wells. Thats all for now.
Twoooodleesss~

* I miss Doofus. Hahahs. ((:

2008-09-01T06:04:00.000-07:00

This Love I Got For You Is Inside Of Me. ((:

Today is the 1st day of bulan Ramadhan.
It was ohhkayy ahhs.
My sis woke me up at 430am.
Bt slept back. & woke up at 5am.
Ate a bit, watched TV, & used e comp.
At 630am, went up 2 my room.
Planned to do hw bt end up listening to songs.
At 7, bathed & gt ready 4 lit.
Then, reached skool at 10. With 3 mins of sleep. ((:
Lit lesson was ok. I wrote notes & doodled while e sec4s were questioned.
After tt, went home with Sharifah & Manesha.
Decided to go library with Sharifah, when it started to rain v. heavily.
I found out that SOMEONE hasnt returned my books.
So decided to stay in the library to read.
& i slept thre to 4 3 mins. Hahahs.
Mum called & went home.
At home, i slept 4 3 hours. Hahahs.
After bathing, went down 2 help 2 siap 4 buka.
It was a simple meal but e tension between all of us..
no comment. & ttz e reason y dad needs to be home.
He owaes lightens the situation with his jokes. Ehem.
Hahahahs. Oh wells.
Besok thre's band. & im sooo lazy to go.
Can I not go? Pleassee.?
Hahhas. K then.
Twooodleesss~

Selamat Berpuasa Bagi Semua Umat Islam!

2008-08-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

You Know I Love You, I Really Do!

Haziq asked me to post.
Hahhas.

290808:-
I love this day can?
Even thou it was cross country.
& even thou it rained.
I still loved walking in e rain with Sharifah & Manesha. ((:
" & IM BURNING UP! "
Hahahhas. Sorry 4 annoyance both of us caused u, sha. Hee.
After tt, bought ice cream & walked 2 ehub with shaz, lala, sha & manesha!
Cleaned shoes from e mud! hahhahs.
Then, went white sands with shaz, lala & sha.
Ate at burger king. Then crashed sha's place.
Her niece is soooo cute!!!
Hahahs. Used e comp & made smores.
I LOVE SMORESS!!!
After tt, rushed hme & put my bag & went out again.
NOTE TO SELF: Never ride a bike with a skirt.
Hahahas. Went 2 sis's music class & went hme.
wanted 2 eat dinner, but dad end up eating my dinner. =.=
Oh wells. I LOVE THIS DAY!!

300808:-
Found out early tt lit class starts at 10.
Rush3 & made to lit class on time. ((:
& 4 e 1st time, i paid attention in classs!
After lit, went to bugis & met my dad there.
On e MRT, saw smething yg tk perlu.
Hahahahs. Then, brisk walked all e way 2 Masjid Sultan 2 eat lunch.
Lunch was awesome. Yummaye!
Then, went over to aunt's place to search abt brisbane.
Got borreeedd there.
After tt, went to sme place to buy dinner.
& i think i saw smeone related to me.
I think he was with his gf's family.
I think oni. Not sure.
That was basically my day.

Besok, planned.
Bangun, makan, go madrasah, do lit hw.
Hahahahs. & on monday dh start ramadhan.
Oh wells, I have to learn to be patient.
Hahahas.

Twoodles then~
& haziq, im done posting. ((:

*1 month! ((:

2008-08-28T03:52:00.000-07:00

& love, trust me, i still do.

LINK: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJ1-KjbAajE&feature=related
In My Shoes - Jordan Pruitt
Oooh...yeah...I

see you standing by your locker all day
I wanna say hey
But boy I'm too shy to break the ice
I know you know a lot of my friends
I heard this from them
You're not only fine, you're so nice
And I can see that
Because of you I've got it so bad
I wonder if you know you're the one for
But I need help with my approach for

If only you could step in my shoes
You'll know how I feel
You'll know that I am good for you
If only you could step in my shoes
Baby you'll see what I mean
And let me just make a move
If only you could step in my shoes
Baby yeah, baby yeah
Step in my shoes
Baby yeah

Sometimes I think you're looking over at me
Like I'm what you need
But maybe it's all in my mind
I wish that I could give you a call
Confessing it all
And one of these days I just might
Get your number
But for now I'll have to wonder

If only you could step in my shoes, whoah!
You'll know how I feel
You'll know that I am good for you
If only you could step in my shoes
Baby you'll see what I mean
And let me just make my move
If only you could step in my shoes
Step in my shoes
Baby yeah, baby yeah
Step in my shoes
Baby yeah

What would it be likeI
f you were walking right by
If I fessed up and said "what's up"
Would I get a reply
If you knew what I knew
I bet that you would smile
You'd see it through my eyes
If only you could step in my shoes...yeah

Step step in my shoes
Baby I'm so into you
Step step in my shoes

If only you could step in my shoes
You'll know how I feel
You'll know that I am good for you (good for you)
If only you could step in my shoes
Baby you'll see what I mean
And let me just make my move
If only you could step in my shoes
Step in my shoes
Baby yeah, baby yeah
Step in my shoes
Baby yeah

2008-08-17T07:00:00.000-07:00

I Can't Seem To Pull Away From His Spell, I Can't Break. ((:

I Love Saturdays. ((:
They're always full of surprises.

160808:-
Morning is per normal.
Wake up. Eat. Do homework.
Then slack.
I seriously need to study. Hahhs.
I got a headache arnd noon time.
So i slept on a chair.
& my whole body was hurting.
I should learn to sleep properly.
Watched tv.
Until dad brought us out for dinner.
Went to parkway.
Man, i love that place. Hahhas.
Ate at banquet. & i ate "quite" healthily.
I have a sudden fetish for veggies. Hahhas.
Then, went to Giant to buy stuffs.
My sister always gets new shampoos & shower gel.
Prffts. She uses up tt stuff fast.
Then, headed to find Nokia shop 2 fix my sis fone.
But it was closed.
Went to buy ice cream! I bought avocado flavour.
Gawsh, it was nice.
Since my sis's specs haf lots of scratches.
She cant see properly with it. Hahahs.
She got new specs. =.=
Seee. She gets new stuff often coz she doesnt take care of her stuff.
While waiting, mum went searching 4 piercing place.
My youngest sister has ear piercing nw!
Hahahas. She was so adorable lah can?
After tt, went to delifrance to get a drink.
My dad & mum forcing my sis to get piercing too.
Hahhaahs. She agreed 2 do it e nxt time we go thre.
I love Saturdays. I really do. ((:

170808:-
Today.
Went madrasah & ttz tt.
Hahahas.
& i was e oni girl in class. =.=
So imagine e boredom i was gg thru.
Hahahs. I slept thru one class.
It was boring. hahahs.
Sundays are typical.

But nonetheless, i love weekends. ((:
Kayy, twoodles~

2008-08-11T15:21:00.000-07:00

Its 6am in the morning & im here. ((:
Twoodles~
p.s: just so you know, i was here. ((: Hahs.

2008-08-10T08:45:00.000-07:00

Cause I already know. ((:

Went 2 mlysia over the hols.
It was ok ahhs. Hahhhs.
& i just found out some stuff i found out. ((:

Things I Found Out:-
1. I love sunsets.
2. I love the sea.
3. I can't stand the cold.
4. I sleep too much. =.=
5. Sunsets are crimson.
6. I like eating fish.
7. I tend to drink hot drinks. (a lot)
8. #7 links to #3.
9. My sister now has a hoarse voice.
10. Reason for #9 is she's sick.
11. Shooting games in arcades give me hand cramps.
12. I love late night supper.
13. I love the way food is decorated.
14. My dad likes making hand shadows. (He does!!)
15. He laughs at e way he makes them.
16. Seriously, the waiter laughed at him when he did tt.
17. But i love my dad aniway.
18. I hate waking up early.
19. I love buffet breakfast.
20. I hate sleeping in the car.
21. My neck hurts.
22. Im trying my best to fix e rubiks cube.
23. I can only do one side.
24. I give up doing it.
25. I wanna buy more shirts.
26. I wanna buy more jeans.
27. I miss my friends.
28. I miss my smelly trombone which slide is nt smooth.
29. I miss band.
30. && I miss _______. ((:

K. ttz all. ((:
Twoodless~

2008-08-03T05:47:00.000-07:00

I was going thru old CDs.
& i came across e CD tt was recorded in 2004.
Hahhs. I still remember those days.
Kk. It was NDP 2004.
It was cool kay?
I was in both recordings, music vid, media press, performance & dinner.
Hahhs. It was the most fun year lahhs. & the choir olymipics in Germany.
I miss those times. Its uberr funn.
Can i go back to that time? Hahhs.
Its in youtube lahhs. Hahhas.
Sooo. Jeng3.
Here's the link:-
English version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YxZCM-0WTT8
Chinese version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cptcu3Dz1iw
Spot me if u can.
& yes, u can say im smangat national day. ((:
Hahahs. Ttz all then.
Twoodles~

2008-08-02T03:22:00.000-07:00

Crush

I hung up the phone tonight, something happened for the first time, deep inside

It was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me

It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth, all I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you're all alone, all that we can be, where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love, is it really just another crush

Do you catch a breath, when I look at you, are you holding back, like the way I do

Cause I'm tryin', tryin' to walk away

But I know this crush ain't goin' away, goin' away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends

Is there more, is there more

See, it's just a chance we've gotta take, cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you're all alone, all that we can be, where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love, is it really just another crush

Do you catch a breath, when I look at you, are you holding back, like the way I do

Cause I'm tryin', tryin' to walk away

But I know this crush ain't goin' away, goin' away

Why do I keep running from the truth, all I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, all I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you're all alone, all that we can be, where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love, is it really just another crush

Do you catch a breath, when I look at you, are you holding back, like the way I do

Cause I'm tryin', tryin' to walk away

But I know this crush ain't goin' away, goin' away

*Lovesss...

2008-08-01T03:01:00.000-07:00

There u haf it.

My fringe is officially short. ((:

Hahahahs.

Wellls, e basic reason y i cut my hair..

Is coz i was pissed.

Dun ask me y.

Heeheee.

Todayy had orall.

Was errr..

dotdotdot.

Hahahs. Just hope i do well ahhs.

Hahahahs.

Ttz all then.

Twoodles~

* & its wenshee's bdae 2day! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
** I'll buy u tt drum kit seat when i haf $$.
*** Tt'll happen when i start working. (((:

2008-07-25T06:26:00.000-07:00

Amor, No es Amor, If This Aint Love...

Heylossss.
Its been an awesome week can?? ((:
On thurs, we had racial harmony!!
That day was funn. ((:
I love racial harmony day.
We played PE in our traditional costumes.
& we were nt tt bad.
It was funny lahs to see us running around with skirts.
But it was e most fun i had during PE. Hahhs.
&& Did i say this?
I LOVE BANDD!!
Even thou it takes away most of my free time.
But its worth it. ((:
Trombones make me high!!! ((:
& Im still trying 2 play "Go West".
Why did that sing have e melody??
Its hard kayy to play tt song..
I keep messing up..
Im really sorie im not able 2 turn up 4 speech day.
I wish them luck ahs.. Heeheeee.
I have family matters to attend to ;))
On Monday,
There's a concert lahhhs.
Must where uni again.. =.=
&& haf 2 be in skool by 6.30.
So early lahh seyyy.
Malasssss. Hahahs.
Till the nxt post..
Twooodlessss.
I LOVE TROMBONES!!!!

P.S. Azeek, thx 4 e choc sundae. (((: Hahahs.

2008-07-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

What Love Really Means...

I may not take e nice pix.
But its worth a shot ryte?
Hahahs. Enjoy e pix i took..
For the past 3 days.
On e way home, learning journey & Band (((:
Enjoysss. ((((:

*Shaz, stay strong aytees? We're all praying for your bro. & we all be here for you if u need us.

2008-07-05T06:56:00.000-07:00

You're Hiding Behind The Words You're Speaking...

Heloooooo! It's been a real long day today.
Woke up bright & early 2 go 2 skool 4 lit.
So had 2 skip band drills 4 it. Hehehe.
Had 2 decorate exhibition 4 e lit fest (i think)
It was all abt shakespeare..
I thought wanna go there slack2 then watch movie.
Bt had 2 do work & didnt get 2 watch e movie )):
Ohh wells, despite e heat & e tiredness (if there's such a word)
It was fun. Hu knew kan?
Hahahas.
Get 2 see band, ncc air & scouts doin their thing.
Hahahahhs, *hintshints* Heeee.
After tt, family picked me up frm skool.
& went lunch. Nasi beriyani. Yum2.
Balek rumah & found myself in frnt of com.
Doing F&N. Susah lah deyyy.
Hahhs. Now im using com coz doing mly.
Finding e inspiration i nid 2 write love story. Hahs.
Oh wells, i better go find it..
Twoodles then~ ((:

2008-07-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

Life Is A Crazy Thing. Its Never Really What It Seems...

Doesnt the line make so much sense?
Oh wells, had o level oral yest.
Hahs. It was dotdotdot.
Nk kata ok, tk ok.
Nk kata tk ok, ok.
Oh wells, life goes on.
2day had DISC online thingy.
It made me reflect.
& u haf no idea what i feel abt reflection.
I dun like reflecting.
Its like we haf 2 noe our bad points.
& it reli doesnt help our confidence.
& another thing, isnt this e time when teenagers find out who they are or what they want to be in life?
Y do they make us think abt us?
& tt is e reasons y i dun like reflecting. Hahs.

& seriously, i think life can be really unpredictable at times.
Who knows what will happen nxt?
Me, Sha & Puff almost gt ourselves hit by vehicles.
*hints2* Hahas.
Oh wells, bt life does go on.
It doesnt wait for us.
If it does, I would reli like it. Hahs.
Oh wells, Im gonna go sleep.
Twoodles.

& IVE UPDATED SHA! ((:
& HELLOS SHAZ! ((:

2008-06-25T06:06:00.000-07:00

I Hate To Say It But I Told You So...

BOO!
& today was sports day!
Sports official tau.
Bt i hate tt cap.
I wore it right after e whole thing was over.=.=
I think oni ahs.
Just nw was fun3.
Who knew skipping was so much fun?
Hahahhs.
& I dun like SS. Stress ahs.
K, I shall continue doing SS until i give up.
Hahhas.
Which will be sooon.
K then.
Byeeee 4 nw.((((:

2008-06-03T22:41:00.000-07:00

I Got Tagged To Do This Quiz By SHURZ. ((:
Here It Is..

1) What is the thing you wanted the most?
~ Err.. To tell you the truth, i dun reli know at e moment.

2) What age would you like to be forever?
~ Ages 2-14. Leaving out age 12. Hahs. I dun want 2 take PSLE over and over again kay? Hahs.

3) If you had 1 more wish, what would it be?
~ World Peace. Yes, thats what i'll wish.

4) What are you most afraid of right now?
~ Life..

5) Are you happy with what you have now?
~ Guess so. Im always thankful with what i have.

6) If you met someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
~ I did that before haven't I? & it didnt go so well...

7) Who do love the most?
~ My family. My friends. & Myself. Im important too you noe.

8) What is currently on your mind right now?
~ "Why am i having a headache?"
"Spicy mcnuggets & green tea mcflurry"
"Where's dad? I need money to buy the food"

9) Do you love Shurz?
~ Hahs. Can i say no? Hahs. Kidding. ILY kay? (((:

10) Would you cherish a friendship of yours?
~ Depends on what friendship it is.

11) Is there someone you hate?
~ Errr... Wait, errrms. No.

12) What do you want to achieve in life?
~ I want to get good grades, be a good daughter, friend & land myself a stable job 2 support my family. Wow. Im good.

13) What is the final thing you wanted to do?
~ Final..? Meaning before death? Errms. Saying the Syahadah.

14) What do you want your friendship to be like?
~ Fun. Lots of trust. & more. ;)

15) What is your hobby?
~ Reading. Sleeping. Surfing the Internet. ((:

16) If your friend snatches your boy/girlfriend, what would you do?
~ Gawsh. That is harsh. Give both of them 1 on 1 therapy on how to control their lust. ((:

17) If you were feeling low one day, who would you go to?
~ Err. My family. I can always rely on them. ((:

18) Who would you spend time with if it is the last day of you on earth?
~ Everyone i love..

19) If you ever had a chance to talk to HIM, would you?
~ Is this the spiritual one or the figurative one?
If its the 1st one, I'll say tt im thankful 4 everything that He has given me.
If its the 2nd one, I'll say he's an idiot. =.=

20) What do you really want at this moment?
~ To always have my family and friends with me forever...

I'll tag whoever who reads my blog.
You're it. Hahs.
After doing this quiz, i realise im quite deep. Hahs.

K Bye. ((:

* I realise i like ppl who can speak french, spanish & italian. They're hott. ((:
Someone familiar here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ud7Haq7PsHg&feature=related

2008-06-02T21:31:00.000-07:00

And When I'm Quiet You Break My Shell. ((:

THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE FOR YOUR WISHES, POSTS & PRESENT! ((:
You guys rock & i think you know it.
& officially at 12am on 2nd June 2008, i turned FIFTEEN!
& im getting my i/c very soon. Hahs.
Well, i practically stayed at hme e whole day.
Was supposed 2 run with my sis. She runs nowadays. =.=
She woke me up, bt i didnt get up till half & hour later. Hehe.
So, bathed & ate breakfast.
After tt, grandmum screamed 2 clean up my room.
& i did spring cleaning. ((:
I got a lot of junk actually. Dunnoe i keep them. Hahs.
Then, ate lunch. & used com 2 print stuffs.
In the evening, went cycling with my 2 sisters. ((:
They're adorable. Especially the youngest one.
She has a hard time cycling up a small slope. Hahs.
At night, watched tv & played com.
My dad came hme & he put his dirty towel on my face. =.=
Oh wells, i accidentally hit my head on e door. & luckily no bump on my head.
Hehe. Used com with sis till 11 gitu.
& did hw till 12. & slept.
& thats how i celebrated my 15th bdae. Haha!
Had cake cutting a week ago with my cuz & aunts whose bdae is in june.
K then, thats all. I have band later. Heee.
Twoodles. ((:

&& THANKS AGAIN FOR THE WISHES. (((:

* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wNrwOLr2fyw
He's Hott & Speaks Spanish. ((:

2008-05-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

I'm Too Fly To Be Depressed. ((:

WHEEES!!
Today was funn. ((:
Even though, i had 2 wake up early 4 SS.
It was ok ahs. Nt many ppl came. So nt much disruptions.
Continued lesson. At e end, there was a survey. =.=
&& it says im strong musically & interpersonally. I think.
It was really weird. Anyway, went 2 eat with sha & ezati after tt.
Haha! Fun ppl 2 be with. (((:
After tt, rushed hme. Rushed & get dressed.
Rushed out again. Reached skool quite early.
Boarded bus & went out 4 F&N. Haha! Besst ((:
We had 2 walk arnd & arnd 2 find unique fruits & veggies.
Penat lah seyy. & 4 once.
I turned vegetarian 4 a quite long period of time. ((:
Took e MRT hme after tt.
Dapat duduk wen evrione alighted at tamp. =.=
Balek rumah. Ate a proper meal & bathed.
Watched tv & nw im here!
& tired. Hahs.
2morrow must wake up early 4 A Maths.
So twoodles 4 nw. ((:

* 020608 ((:

2008-05-27T07:28:00.000-07:00

But Its Over Now, Go On & Take A Bow.

Hellos. I have decided 2 update my blogg. Hee. My life so far sucks.
Boring lah seyy. Sometymes i wish 2 haf skool w/o studying.
Wouldnt tt be the best? Definitely. Speaking of skool.
I went skool 2day 4 band. =.= Why did I organise sectionals in e 1st place?
I dunnoe. All the songs we're gonna play are e same old.
So basically, i know hw 2 play it. Ive been playing it 4 e past yr.
Gawsh. Abeh, band prac, MORE SECTIONALS!
What a great day 2 have sectionals. Bt kan..
Band prac was ok.. Hahs. Fun2!
Hw i wish holidays would be more exciting..
Oh wells. && I have 2 work on my pple skills.
Ive been called "anti-social". So im improving on it.
& it has not reli gone too well. Oh wells.
I have 3 more weeks 2 work on it. Uhuh.
Oh wells. Im gonna rest now.
Twoodlies~ ((:

2008-05-13T06:39:00.000-07:00

Coz Im Your Best Friend...

I've been stuck on this song 4 some time nw.
&& i think its awesome ((:
He's awesome can?
Here's The Link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FYrAMPL_feI

&& Here's another link frm his band ((:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DS61sk0iY8s&feature=related

Kayy, Im happy. ((:
Twoodles..

2008-05-12T22:22:00.000-07:00

Never Had A Love Like This.. ((:

Wheeeee~
ITS PINK!!!!!
LOVELOVELOVE!
Haha! Didnt noe it till sha told me.
Haha! Awesomeness! Thx shaz! ((:
I slept early yesterday. 9+ gitu..
Haha! I was real sleepy.
Nyeehees. I wanna sleep nw.
& it sure is windy at my hse.
Haha! && I made PANCAKES!
Whees. Its really nice if u eat it with maple syrup.
Klau tkder, mkn ngan susu pekat.
Tt'll taste like heaven.
& im eating tt nw.
Wheeee~ ((:
Im off nw.. Nk mkn. Heehee.
Twoodles!~
&& Thx Shaz 4 e blogskin! Lawaa~

2008-05-12T04:23:00.000-07:00

SURPRISE!

Hope you like it!
Jangan malu-malu nak ask for any changes k!
Lagu ke, font ke, format ke, colour ke.
You name it.

Okay toodles!

xoxo;

Shurz`

2008-04-27T07:41:00.000-07:00

LOVELOVELOVE. ((:

I feel so much better nw tt i cried.
Hahs. I feel relieved.
Oh wells, ttz hw it goes, i guess.
That movie was heartwarming kay?
It was soo sweet. ((:
It was about a grandmother & her granddaughter.
Her grandmum wanted 2 go to this place 2 celebrate her anniversary with her husband's ashes.
The granddaughter wanted 2 pursue her dreams as a singer.
So they both went on a journey ahs 2 tt place.
You shld watch 2 reli understand it. Hahs.
Sometimes i just wish i can escape like them..
Hahs. Can i escape mid-yrs?
Hahs. Oh wells.
Today i just went 2 madrasah.
& i had 2 learn abt marriage per bende.
& i have no idea wad it has 2 do with our akhlak.
&& for the first time 2day.
I didnt sleep in arabic class.
I actually concentrated in it. Haha!
Gawsh, i shld take coffee. Haha!
After tt, at hme, did homework.
Malay is stressing kay?
I get confused with all e peribahasa.
& i dun noe hw 2 fit it into e text.
Hahs. I seriously nid 2 improve in malay.
Shld speak more malay.. Hahs.
Did e maths too.
& i found out, i cant do e sums either.
Circles, indices, coordinate geometry.
I dunnoe hw 2 do anything.
Shld start practicing on tt too.
& i failed all my english test!
Sometimes i just wish they shld give me narrative compo.
Nw i have 2 speak in malay & english.
Tt shld be hard. Hahs.
Thats all lahs.
Im tired after tt crying.
Haha!
Twoodles!

2008-04-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

Stop And Stare!!

Wheeees~
School was ok ahs.
I gt bored by it after geog.
Hahs. PE was fine ahs.
Smangat 2 smangat ahs.
Bt gt malas halfway.
& boy, can they stretch.
Hahahs.
Oh wells. I shld do dance.
Haha!! Yeah, right.
Hahs. Recess was dull.
SS was a bore!!
Physics. Had test!
& i slept thruout it.
Hehs. I was sleepy.
After skool, went bbt wit shurz!
Lepak bawa blok & went hme!
2morrow there's lit.
& i havent done e hw. Oops.
Hehh. I'll do it. Soon.
Hahah!
&& I DONT WANT TO GO FOR CAMP!
Ok. &&& thx to YOU 4 e Ever So PINK bag!
Its awesome. & my bag feels so much lighter nw!
Wheeeeeeeeeee~
Ok.. Im Off.
Twoodles. (((:

&& I Love Writing Karangan Naratif.
Its relaxing.. ((:
&&&& Its The Gay Version Of Go On Girl. He sounds like a girl.
Bt he rocks anyhow. ((((:

2008-04-13T05:34:00.000-07:00

Hellos!
Saturday was funn ((:
Other than being stuck with 2 weird ppl.
It was funn! In e morning, went 4 band.
Had sectionals. With e two guys.
Its scaryy. Haha! After tt, met sha! ((:
Then went tmart to eat.
Talk3. Drank our cappucino.
I feel sophisticated lahs drinking tt.
Cam nk gi keje gitu. Haha!
Cam phm. ((:
After tt, waited 4 e bus.
Gawsh tt took forever lah seyy.
Talked abt Cookie & CB. ((:
Haha! & i sang again & again.
Finally, e bus came.
Naveeda gt in too.
Went 4 lit. We missed e fun part.
& i had no chair.
Me & manesha crept out like spiderman gitu.
Haha! Nk ambik chair.
Then ran again inside.
Lit is funn. ((:
After tt, went white sands 2 teman sha buy stuff.
Mcm2 bende. Bt all so nice. ((:
After tt, met up with family at eastpoint.
& bought black skinnys. ((:
I love my parents. ((:
Then, rushed hme. Bathed. & went out to aunt's place.
Sat there till Japan Hour starts.
I was salivating lah can?
Ate a lot. Sampai cam nk muntah gitu.
I was tt hungry can?
Didnt have a proper lunch & dinner. Haha!
Went hme. ((:
Today was boring. So wun say anything.
Haha!
Oh wells, to my aunt yg tersayang.
Can i have my bag? Heehee.
Its heavy carrying e bags i have nw.
Teehees. (((:
Ok Then,
Ttz all 4 nw.
Twoodles. ((:

2008-04-06T07:10:00.000-07:00

Hallos. ((:
I give up on mly.
Coz im horrible at it.
So, nw all im gonna do is nt finish my karangan.
Gahhhss.
The past 2 days have been superr awesome can?
Sometimes getting away frm it all just relaxes u.
Even thou it means being haf deaf & eating a lot.
Haha! Gawsh, i gotta lose weight.
& lucky 4 me, we did a lot of walking.
We Went SHOPPING!! ((:
It was awesome can?
Well, i didnt exactly buy anything..
Bt it was fun.
Looking at all e ppl dressed up in diff styles.
& yes, i saw a whole grp of ppl wearing goth.
Nyahhaahahs! It was scary bt cool at e same time.
&& I have failed 2 master e art of golfing.
Haha! & who knew my dad could golf.
Haha! I went golfing & im horrible at it.
My sister's worse thou. Nyahahahs!
Its funny. It took her 15 swings (i think) 4 her to hit e ball.
Haha! Dh hit. Bt it only move a bit.
I was ROFL by then. Haha!
Being with my family is funn! ((:
They can make u laugh hard. Hahs.
Especially my sisters. They're awesome.
Haha! Ok then.
Till then.
Ive updated this blog. ((:
Twoodles.

2008-03-12T08:26:00.000-07:00

WILL BE AT BAND CAMP!!!!!

& yes, pls do not waste ure ppaid or bill by contacting me.
Dont bother looking 4 me online.
Gonna miss e real life. Hahs.
Good luck 2 me 4 2 days of torture. Hahs.
& may be busy throughout whole weekend.
Hahs. ((:
Thats all 4 nw.
Twoodles. <<<3
Gonna miss ya ppl! )):

2008-03-02T06:19:00.000-08:00

So Much To Do. So Little Time.

& yes, its true.
I seriously have to learn to plan my time.
Ive done my part of studying.
A bit of geog & chem.
The subjects with 50-50 chance of passing.
Sometimes i dun bother anymore.
My cough keeps getting worse lahs.
I feel like vomiting sometimes.
Thats hw bad it is.
I want 2 eat my medication bt its drowsy.
So yeah, no chance of me getting better earlier.
Saturday was a drag.
Had lit lesson. I failed it by 1 1/2 marks. Dumb reli.
Did Act 3. Sikit jer ahs. & found out tt nnti ader nite class. =.=
Whoever suggested it. Thx a lot kay. =.=
& yes, 4 lit masih ader common test during e hols.
Great, no days tt i can sleep in. Prffts.
But im happy tt i gt my dress. (:
Its lawar can? It looks a bit traditional thou.
Bt its nice. (:
Today, madrasah ader test.
Which i noe i'll pass.
Open book mahs. Haha!
After tt, balek, did nescessary stuff.
Then went 2 study geog.
& if ure wondering y.
Im still finding e ans out myself.
Hahs. Then tadi, my aunt nyer in-laws frm germany
came. & they brought CHOCOLATES! (:
It was awesome lahs. Its superr nice can?
Well, my aunt's e one with e wedding.
Hahs. They went hme late.
So nw im superr tired.
Better go & sleep. Hahs.
Twoodles darlings. <333

2008-02-29T19:10:00.000-08:00

Ignore My Previous Post.

I was pissed yesterday.. Hahs.
Well, music does help a lot.
Well, i shld listen to it more often.(:
Well, im waiting 4 time 2 pass.
Waiting 4 lit class.
Then rushing off to get my dress 4 e wedding. (:
Its ready!! Wheeee~
I wonder what it would look like. Hahs.
Common test is next week.
& seriously, i dun feel like studying.
I can remember certain stuff frm f&n oni.
So ttz hw bad i am & im nt studying right..
I dun bother abt e combined humans anymore. Coz i suck at it.
The oni subjects i failed lahs.
Other than e 1st test of A maths.
Bt wth lahs.
I hate e subjects.
There's nothing tt cn make me like e subject once i hate it.
There's nothing 2 study 4 SS anyway.
Well, ive been liking sci better(:
Maths too (:
Hahs. Oh wells.
Good luck 2 me 4 my common test.
Which i noe im gonna fail my humans.
Bahhh.
Twoodles.

2008-02-29T07:50:00.000-08:00

& Im Tired & Sick...

Yes, i really am.
Im tired of being nice.
Im tired of having to takecare of everyone else's feelings.
Im tired of me having to say sorry if I dun talk.
Im tired of layan-ing u.
Im tired of being the one u talk 2 if u haf problems.
Im tired of finding ways of replying u.
Im tired of everything.
Im just tired lahs.
& ive been getting more sick lahs.
I think its coz of e irregular intake of medication.
Wad am i supposed 2 do?
I haf stuff 2 do in skool lahs.
& maybe coz im forcing myself to keep awake.
But i think i sleep too much.
& i dun want tt 2 happen.
So ttz y im keeping myself awake.
It just gets worse.

2008-02-27T04:09:00.000-08:00

I wrote this randomly.. Hahs. So yeah, Enjoy. Its in malay thou. Hahs. (:

Dia memandang jauh, hilang dalam khayalan. Dia kelihatan sangat segak. Rambutnya, walaupun kelihatan kering, disikat rapi. Kulitnya berwarna coklat manis dan bersih. Hidungnya mancung seperti mulut seekor burung. Matanya kecil dan bersinar. Renungannya pula, tajam. Walaupun hanya dalam pakaian seragam sekolah, orangnya tetap kacak. Dia duduk bersendirian di sudut kelas, melayan perasaannya sendiri. Tenang, itulah perkataan untuk menghias dirinya. Entah apa yang difikirkannya itu. Aku hanya dapat menetapnya dari jauh. Dia tidak mungkin jadi milikku kerna dia bagaikan burung khayalan. Hanya dalam fatamorganaku dapat aku kecapinya...

Heeees. More to come lah kay? Jiwang pon jiwang. Bt best. (:
Hahs Ok Then. Ttz all. Twoodles. <3333

2008-02-25T07:39:00.000-08:00

WHEEEES~
I AM OFFICIALLY SICK! (:
Hahs. I got an mc. Hahs.
Im gg 2 skool, im just nt gg 4 band.
Hw do u expect me 2 breathe & blow at e same time?
Hahs! The doc asked me "How come u r more sick than ure sis?"
Hahs. All i said wad i dunnoe. I seriously dunnoe lahs. Wad i do lah seyy?
He asked tt coz my sis has been sick 4 a longer time than me. Hahs!
& im proud to say.. I PASSED MY ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS! Wheeee!!
My mum say bagos, practice lagi.
& to think again kan, wen did i practice? Hahs. All i did was read e equations.
Stupid way of studying maths. Hahs. (doofus mah! )
Besok there's geog. Bluegh. I hate geog lah seyy.
& i noe im gonna flunk her test bad.
It was a about tropical forest & i wrote about how the bark of the trees were thick
to protect them from the cold.
Tropical forest mana ader sejuk?
Gahs.. Haha! & i am confident.
Very condfident that im gonna flunk SS too. Hahs!
Bodoh per subject. Prffts.
Oh wells, better finish english essay so can sleep. Hees. (:

Twoodles. <333

2008-02-24T05:42:00.000-08:00

MY BLOG IS DEAD.

Haha! Nehh. Im updating it nw. (:
My family seems reli excited lahs 4 e wedding.
& im nt. Coz i noe i'll be sleeping during it.
Haha! My holidays are gone! GONE!
Too many effing camps 2 go 2.
Malas arhs nk pegi. Im gonna be beat after all tt.
The oni day i get 2 rest is on wednesday.
& tt day im gonna sleep puas2.
Prfftss. & the concert is less than a month away.
& im nt redi 4 it okay?
Ms SL has been torturing us like crazy lahs.
Im tired & sick.
& yes im sick. I haf flu & sorethroat.
Hw am i supposed 2 survive ahs?
Exams, concert, wedding... Haissyy..
Wells, good luck 2 me then.. =.=

Ttz all 4 nw.
Im drowsy & sleepy.
& i haf 2 do research.
Bahs...
Twoodles.

2008-02-08T00:16:00.000-08:00

Appreciate...

I wont say much. Just to this link.
Its superr nice & sad too. Just go kay? (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Urz1EdiPoj8

Twoodles. (:

2008-02-03T07:54:00.000-08:00

MEEEEE & MY EFFING LIFEEEE!!!!!

Two words to say about my life.
IT STINKS> Smelly. Haha!
Its been hectic can?
Everyday stayback. & im broke than ever.
Prfftsss. & thx 4 pple who lent me money.
Tell me if u need any. Hehe.
Today was just as penat.
Pergi madrasah. Balek gi kluar.
Granddad needed 2 buy fridge.
Then went 2 eat.
I ate chicken rice, my mum & dad's soup, kuih lopes & teh tarik.
I was hungry... Hmm.
After tt, went 2 get mum & grandmum specs.
My mum's specs broke. Haha! Coz my dad stepped on it.
Hahahahahah! (:
My dad bought another specs.
He has more specs than my mum, my sis, my grandmum put 2gether.
Haha! Mum said tt. Haha!
Asked mum & dad if i could get contacts.
They say ok but nt confirm coz haf 2 go 4 lesson on hw 2 wear it.
There is such a thing nw... Prfftss.
So leceh. But its good. So i wun hurt my eyes. (:
After tt, buy stuff 4 our chinese neighbours. (we're nice.)
Then went hme. Did mly. & nw im here in front of e com.
Nyahaha! 2morrow skool.
tuesday no skool! & mum allows me 2 go out. (:
So yeah, ask me out!! Haha! x)
Ok then, better sleep. 2morrow haf many2 tests.
Wish me luck!!!

Twoodles~

*Wheeeess!!!
** Double Wheeeeesss!!
*** But life still stinks. Haha!

2008-01-04T05:00:00.000-08:00

Ku Hanya Ingin Menjadikan Dia Teman Istimewaku...

Wells.. Its been 3 not-so-bad days of school.
& im kind of wondering if its me..
Or does all my teachers weird me out?
Haha! Maybe.. Nyahahaha!
Can i repeat last year? Fun ahs last yr..
Bleh tk? Pls3... Haha!
Now, im stuck with homework..
& malay tuition..
Alahs.. Stressing ahs.. Haissyy.
Gawsh i miss those stress free days..
Haha! Wish me luck surviving a whole yr of sec 3 life..
Band has been torturous.. With upcoming concert...
I am sooo gonna fail auditions.. :(
Man.. Sungguh membodohkan can?
Alerrs... Next yr, SYF.. Haissyy...
I need more relaxing time more than ever..
Oh wells, my sis wanna use e com...
Haha! && im sleepy...
Twoodles~

* Thanks Abah For Taufik's CD!! Yay!
** Diri ini hanya bermimpi kerna dirimu tkkan pernah ku miliki... :(

2007-12-31T08:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

Its a new year!
& the thing is i dun feel a thing..
Im numb! Hmm.. Cam weird kan gitu?
Anyway, school's gonna start soon..
& i still haf 2 find my pencil box & transfer it 2 a new one..
That's a lot of work... Haha!
Gawsh...
New year resolutions = none.
Coz im nt e type of person hu sticks 2 anything..
& thats e reason y i haf no goals..
Haha! I'll just go with e flow...
Well, im tired.. Yay me!
Twoodles! (:

2007-12-29T08:25:00.000-08:00

WHEEEEEES~

Hellos!!
Haven't been doing much lately..
Been stuck at hme most of e time..
Except 4 band.. x)
Just now, almost fainted lah seyy.
Tu arhs, tk makan nyer pasal.. Hehe.
But ate nasi beriyani ayam! Yum2!
Then played on e com till my mum came back..
She went 4 food tasting with my aunt & uncles..
My aunt will b holding a wedding soon.. Haha!
Anyway, mum brought back more nasi beriyani.
From the food tasting, more beriyani 4 me then..
The diff is its fish this time.. Nice ahs..
Haha! Well, found out tt the berkat will be chocolates!!
Yay! Best kan? Gawsh... It'll be fun!!
Haha! Did A Maths with mum just nw..
Pening sey kepale buat.. Bt manage to do it anyway..
Well, mum told me tt i'll be starting mly tuition..
My 1st tuition i have in years.. I think..
Oh wells, i just hope it pulls my mly grade up 2 an A..
Boring lah slalu dpt B jer.. B3 lagi.. =.=

Oh wells, many2 more work 4 me..
GAWSH, I'LL BE MISERABLE.. :(

Twoodles!

* & I'm gonna b a Flower Girl..
** && im e eldest flower girl. =.= Haha! =X