Tuesday, February 17, 2009
In Our Voices A Hopeful Song We Never Understood...
HeyHey.
Did I tell you that being a teenager is actually tough work? You kinda need a lot of nerve and patience just to get through this time of life. But sometimes, no matter how much you try to make it right, everything seems to go the wrong way again. Its like, all i see now is drama everywhere. & i really mean everywhere. Am i prone to such things now? & must it be in my sec 4 year? Is this a test? If it is, i'll try to make it thru & hopefully by the end of it, i'll be stronger than ever. No one's ever seen the other side of me before. The side, where anger takes over. I don't want anyone to witness that side of me. & i do that by relaxing myself and keeping quiet. So yeah, when u see me do that, i am pissed or angry or just plain thinking. I've also been thinking a lot. It just becomes a normal daily thing. So yeahh, in everything i do, i will start thinking about random things.
I get really tired thinking bout it. Sometimes, i wish i was in p1 again. No drama, no fuss. The time when i get really super high marks. The awards i got. The friends ive made. Its just isnt easy anymore. Everything just had to be perfect. Damn lahhh. I get pissed damn easily these days & i dont think anyone realises it. I think stress is getting to me. O lvls, 5 performances next month, SYF & yeah, even the care & share day. I seriously can go mad. Haissy.
At least there's smething to look forward to. The days where i go 4 band & miss class. ((: Trombone section is what keeps me sane. Hahahs. Though i get hyper after that. But its them that makes my day. They're the ones who may be lame & really noisy, they know how to put all their problems away just for band. & i really admire them for that.
SHILA, CHENG TING, JEREMY, NAOMI, MELISSA!
You Guys Rock! ((: Thanks for being there for me always. Despite the bullying. Heee.
ILYGUYSSS! ((:
I know I may be a bitch sometimes.
& im sorry.
Labels: baby ((:, Trombone Section loves
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