Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I'm Thinking That I Still Love You.
What's happening to me?
What am i doing to myself?
Im hurting myself so badly inside.
I cant do this any longer.
If i continued to live like this, i might as well go crazy.
Ive been crying myself to sleep every single day.
& i just lost in when i got to skool.
I cried twice.
& im sorry 2 burden u guys with my crying.
I returned to class with my face red all over.
Damn im messed up.
I cant do this anymore.
All the crying and my sudden motivation.
Im serious when i say i will go crazy.
I cried again when i got home.
& suddenly got e motivation to study science.
I seriously think there's something wrong with me.
& i havent been eating well or drinking enuff water.
I havent been getting enuff sleep.
Ive been appearing lethargic in skool.
Im sorry for making u guys worried.
I think im just stressed.
I just wish e EOY is over.
I just wanna get it done with.
AARGH!
My life is seriously messed up.
7:47 AM
