Saturday, November 24, 2007
Can I Kill Myself??Im depressed..& messed up..& sad..& angry..& irritated..& angry..even words cant express what im goin thru now.i dunnoe wad im doin nw.& who i am animore..i need ice cream.vanilla ice cream with choc sprinkles & butterscotch syrup.its much needed nw.im hoping 2 get my thoughts of stuff 4 a while.& im goin on a lil vacation.so im just hoping tt this feeling wld fade away...as fast as possible.its been a long time since i had "me" time.well, ive thought abt it, (wen painting & listening 2 radio)i'm nt gonna let anithing bring down.im gonna live my life 2 e fullest. (carpe diem!)& im determined 2 do well next year.well, if u hate me now, there's nothing i can do kan?byee 4 nw...
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