Gawshh.
This week has been crazyy!!
Hahaha!

Monday:
I stayed at home like a good lil gerl. =D

Tuesday:
Spring-clean my room!!
I threw almost everything away. Haha!
So, now my room feels empty. Haha!
Then, went 2 my aunt's place 4 sleepover.
Reach there, they were having their religious study.
Waited in the room. When they finished, went 2 Compasspoint.. Haha!
Imagine my aunt bringing 5 kids! Haha!
Took e LRT. Its sooo coool lah seyy. Haha!
Sampai sana, went 2 library, borrowed 2 eng book, 1 mly book. =D
We were hungry by then. Ate at mcdonalds, singgah kat montip. We went hme after tt.
E LRT had 2 go 1 whole round b4 sampai e stop. Haha!
We Had 1 stop with e LRT 2 ourselves. Nyeees!
Sampai e hse, bought bubble tea ferst. Green Apple Ice Blended. Yummy!
Went up, chnged in2 pjs & ate dinner. Chicken Rice! & Watched tv... played ps2. masuk e room, read, prank called & slept.

Wednesday:
Decided 2 go Vivo. Hees.
Reached there, straight away rushed 2 toys'r'us. haha!
Looked at e toys there. the place peningkan kepale ahs. haha!
in e end bought 2 frisbee. Haha!
We were hungry, went 2 banquet & ate chicken rice. again!
haiyooo. haissyy.
After tt, went back 2 aunt's place, pack things & went hme.
At night, played monopoly until jeng3. Haissyy.
The kids went of 2 record a video of themselves.
I went 2 watch tv quietly. Heees.
After watching, slept.

Thursday:
The gerls couldnt wake up in e morning. including me. haha!
the guys however woke up superr early. ( but they missed their soccer. ahah! saper entah nk kejut them at 3AM?)
Haha! Ate breakfast & lunch, & went out with e kids & my aunt & granddad.
We went bowling! i did horrible at it scoring mostly 0. haha!
but it was fuun!! e kids were fooling around & threw 2 balls at once. =.= Haha!
After tt, detour 2 TM. bt nothing 2 do there, went 2 white sands. ate ice cream at swensens. haha!
e kids ordered 5 STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE! & fries & cheese stix. I wonder hw they can eat all e choc dey can get in 1 cup.
they played again by adding pepper & salt 2 their ice cream. (after finishing up.) haha!
My aunt & me ordered topless 5. sounds wrong but haha!
the ice cream include as follows;
-hazelnut
-butterscotch
-banana split
-choc mix
-mango
Haha! cool lah seyy.
after tt, went hme, gt bikes & cycled 2 e park!
played at e playground. & cycled b4 goin hme.
bathed, dad gt back & bought pizza. Haha!
& dad found e racing UMD 4 e PSP!!! Yay!
So yeah. Tiring but fuun weeek!

I wonder what will happen 2morrow. I just wonder... Hmm.. Haha! I dunnoe eh. Haha! x)

Ok then, till next time.
Twoodles.

& i enlarged e font 4 someone who complained abt it being 2 small. Haha! now u can read. haha!

Heyloes!
Boring lah sey 2day.
Went 2 madrasah (watched movie there)
Sampai rumah je tido. hehe.
I was sleepy.. =D
Woke up & saw my sis eating maggi mee.
So went 2 cook some 4 me..
Ate & got gastric... =.=
So mum asked me 2 eat rice..
Felt much better after tt..
Went up & bathed..
Then, dad & my grandfather brought back lauk pengantin.
My dad asked me 2 eat. =.=
So i ate, tapi tk abes makan.
watched tv till now.
Boring ahs today...
hopefully get 2 go out 2 library.
Haissyy.

* My sister says i have a thing with guys with grey eyes. Haha! Who wouldnt lah seyy? Those kinda eyes are dreamy. x) haha!

Can I Kill Myself??

Im depressed..
& messed up..
& sad..
& angry..
& irritated..
& angry..

even words cant express what im goin thru now.
i dunnoe wad im doin nw.
& who i am animore..
i need ice cream.
vanilla ice cream with choc sprinkles & butterscotch syrup.
its much needed nw.
im hoping 2 get my thoughts of stuff 4 a while.
& im goin on a lil vacation.
so im just hoping tt this feeling wld fade away...
as fast as possible.
its been a long time since i had "me" time.

well, ive thought abt it, (wen painting & listening 2 radio)
i'm nt gonna let anithing bring down.
im gonna live my life 2 e fullest. (carpe diem!)
& im determined 2 do well next year.

well, if u hate me now, there's nothing i can do kan?

byee 4 nw...

Heys.
I know I've been saying "maybe, have 2 check 1st"..
everytime u guys ask 2 go out..

The reason is tt,

MOVIE: I've just watched a movie last week. so there's no way my mum is allowing 2 watch a movie again this week. so i'm really sorie.
FRIDAY THING: i dunnoe if i can go coz me & my cuzzies haf been planning sleepovers next week. & i haf 2 c which hse i'll b at. so ttz y i cant conferm so soon. sories.
PRI SKOOL FRIENDS: i haf no idea wen im free. so i really2 cant conferm so soon. i haf a tight schedule. with band, family, & e sleepover, i dunnoe wen i'll be free. so, i haf 2 c ferst.

The above is all e explanations...
I'm sorry if i cant make it.
Hope u guys understand.. :)

Well, I guess i'll update on life.
I seriously think i have a eating disorder.
I will eat, then an hour later, i feel like vomiting.
& i haf no idea y.
Mum says tt its coz due to e lack of exercise?
Wad am i doin everyday going up & down e stairs?
I reli think i shld get out.
But malas ahs.
Window-shopping is an idea.
Cycling-- did tt.
Walking all around e place-- did tt too.
I've been getting exercise.
So, i'll just wonder wad's wrong with me.

Okayy. Now I feel nausease wadever e spelling is,
Twoodles.
Byeee...

"I'm washing my hands off STAR...."

Yes. The above is what i'm gonna do.
I'm happy tt "star" is nt talking to me.
& i'm gonna continue being so.
Until ...
Erase tt.
I'm not gonna say till when.
I'll just continue.
Maybe forever.
Maybe till e right time comes.

Quote Of The Day:
Friends are forever. Boys are WHATEVER!

Just wanna post e lyrics of e song. Its nice lah seyy. x)

[1st verse]
I was shy to make my move
That’s why I cried when you left my world
My life was full of loneliness
Unless I see u walking home
That’s when I started writing letters after letters after letters
It seems my papers running out faster

[Pre Chorus]
Gotta be gotta be my everything
You’ve got what I want
Gotta be gotta be my everything
You’ve got what I need
Gotta be gotta be my everything
Tell me what can I do
When I’m really really crazy over you

[Chorus]
I’ve never cried like this
The words I wrote for you
I noticed you from far
But all you see is like I don’t give a damn
Boxes piling up
Are you going of
Im telling you its too tough
When I feel I almost had you but

[2nd Verse]
Once upon a time, there was a boy and a girl
This is so typical, they were so typical
For example boy loves girl, but girl doesn’t know that boy loves her coz,
The boy is shy, the boy is why
The girl still stands strong livin’ her life
They were very good friends having very good chances
The man in boy, pretends that he had no love for the girl anyway
He keeps to himself in the place that he stays umm,
He writes letters, one after another, and other, ways he possibly could saying that
Gotta be, gotta be my everythin
That pressure was so big that he grew many pimples right?
And sings to a song that he likes and it goes like this

[Chorus]
I’ve never cried like this
The words I wrote for you
I noticed you from far
But all you see is like I don’t give a damn
Boxes piling up
Are you going of
Im telling you its too tough
When I feel I almost had you but

[Bridge]
I know shes moving on
From me shes gotta hear this songI know that she’ll be ok
And I know that ill be loving her so
Shes my soul
My everything in life I could haveI just cant let her go

[3rd Verse]
It was another Monday, and the boy was working at MacDonald’s
Saving up money to buy a present,
A present that was meant for the girl, it was her birthday the next day, Wurr?
He memorized his final script and wrote the last letter,
Hoping that it was abit better, than the one before,
That’s what it’s for, he’s ready to make the first move, ready to score but,
Suddenly, in front of him, ordering fries and a cheeseburger was none other than the one he wanted,
The girl with another guy, she smiled, he winked, they both said, ‘hi!’
He was dumfounded, jaws dropped to the floor, closed it
And ran straight out the door,
And back to his crib where he cried and cried,Cried and cried, and cried and cried -_-

[Chorus]
I’ve never cried like this
The words I wrote for you
I noticed you from far
But all you see is like I don’t give a damn
Boxes piling up
Are you going of?
Im telling you its too tough
When I feel I almost had you but

[Chorus]
I've never cried like this
The words I wrote to you
I noticed you from far
But all you see is like I don't give a damn
Boxes piling up
Are you going off?
I'm telling you its to tough.
When I feel I almost had you but.

& im done impressing you.

I give up. I'm surrendering.
I'm done being someone im not.
Im gonna be me again.
I just haf 2 find her.
How? I'll figure it out.
Im tired of impressing you.
Its nt worth my effort.
Im resting nw.

Quote Of The Day: Things Are Not As Simple As It Seems.

I'm Trying Not To Forget Who I Am..
Its Like A Wave Surging Over Me & Pulling Along With It.
The Current Is Strong & Im Just Going Along.
Not Able To Pull Away.
Its Like A Hurricane.
When Things Get Pulled.
You Wont Be Able To Push Away.
Its Like A String That Is Entangled.
With No Hope Of Getting Out.
Im Just Trying My Best To Remember Who I Am..
I'm Weak.. Tired.. Of Being This Person.
All I See Is A Reflection.
& Have No Idea Who It Is.
Its Like A Whole Other Person Inside Of Me.
& I Hope It Wont Get Out.
I Want To Be Carefree Like A Newborn.
Without A Care In The World.
Without Any Problems.


Dier is my problem.
I cant stop thinking bout dier.
I hope its stops soon.
I hate this feeling....


*Crushes Are A Teenager's Fancy.. It Will End.. It Come & Goes Like The Wind...

HEY3 PEOPLE!!!
heeehhheee. long tyme no update.
sorielah, lazy lerrs. hees.
what i've done with my life.
been working. fold2 stuff.
carry stuff. check stuff.
hahaha! ok tt sounds wrong.
heehee. its been oukayy.
not bad. fun jgak ahs.
the people there are nicee.
& i drank cappucino w/o sugar.
i repeat; WITHOUT SUGAR.
its bitter. very2 bitter. bluek.
& the reason is.
i dunnoe where e sugar is. haha!
heee. nyahahaha!
kk. i g2g.
ttz all 4 now.
twoodles~