REPLAY!~

& yes, I've pressed the replay button countless of times
Dancing is hard.
They make it look so easy.
Maybe its just me. Hahahas.

Im gonna nail this dance no matter what.
I will be able to do this.
Hwaiting!~
Help? ):

Labels: noona nomu yeappo

& Your Voice Is Becoming More Distant...

HEYHEY! Im back from MIA! Hee x)
I've been kept busy from blogging.
Here are the reasons why.
1. O levels. (thank God thats over)
2. Graduation! (danggg. i miss school oredi)
3. O. B. ( i can remember the glue on my hand)
4. PROM! ( a night to remember! & the night my eyes hurt)
5. Cleaning my room (& getting grounded while cleaning it)
6. KOREAN IDOL BOYBANDS! (you have no idea how distracting they are. ((:)
7. Im just plain lazy (hehehe. who isnt?)

& my dad bought me the album ive wanted for so long..
REBIRTH by my all time fav band...
SS501!
Yay me!!
Now, all i have to do is to buy the rest of their albums. ((:
Heheh.
Im a fan & i have to support them by buying their albums.
So practically, you guys have an idea what i want on 02062010. X)

K. Byeeee~

Labels: SS501 ROCKS

But Now Is Different, You're Like A Stranger To Me...

Its moving all to fast...
Everything is coming to an end.
An end to another phase in life. Im scared.
Prelims are starting. O levels after that.
Time should slow down sometimes.
Its all too fast.. I want to slow it down...

& i want to learn to talk 17 syllables per second. ((:
Man, that guy is awesome! He is a really good rapper & speaker.
Outsider is a korean rapper.
He can rap 17 syllables per second. Which is WICKED!
Hahahhs. ((: Sane moment.
Nyahahhs.

Oh wells...
HAPPY BIRTHDAYY WEN SHEE!!!!
May you have a splendid birthday!
Good luck for O levels.
& stay cheerful! ((:

Twooodlesss then. ((:

Labels: your thoughts...

All I Ask Is An Escape From Reality...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I just feel like giving everything up.
Im just going nuts.
Its hard. Its never been this hard before.
This is the only time that I have put in sooo much effort in.
But why don't I see the results?
Prelims is in 3 weeks time.
Tommorow is my prelim oral.
My parents are worried.
& heck, even the teachers are worried about me.
I just look real dazed and tired in class.
Yeah, but things do get in my brain.
Just at a slower pace. I guess.
& to many, I look almost carefree.
Externally, i keep my calm.
The tiredness, its real.
It really is. Its unbelievable how lethargic I am.
Internally, Im raging a war with myself.
I am motivated, but its all taken its toll.

Im Just Really Tired.
I dont really care anymore...
I just want to get this over & done with.
I wanna pass this part of my life.
& whatever happens, let it happen.
I can make by improvisation.
& hey, ive been doing that all this while...

& yeahh, escapism from reality seems like the best thing to me now...

Labels: Escape, hope?, reality

I Try Comforting Myself With This One Lie...

Im slowly losing my sanity.
Its mentally draining.
Every part of my life is draining.
& did I mention that evri part of my life constitutes of studying?
3 more months...
My sleeping patterns are a nightmare.
I am sleep deprived most of the time.
Thats why..
Its draining all of me.
Sometimes, I just dont have the energy to laugh also.
Haissyyy. FOCUS!
I don't want to repeat this psychotic schedule again.
I must do it just once.
& ONCE ONLY!
I shall prove myself.
That I am capable of great things in life.
Whatever those are.
But Self-Motivation is the least I can give myself for now.
& yeahh. Incentives.
Yes. I shall do it.
Now, Off to study. & finish up Amaths.

Twoodlessss!

Labels: the lie i never wanted to tell...

& It Knocks You Down...

HeyHey!
Its the last week of school..
Which basically means, its closer to the exams.
=.= Why oh Why?
Im scared. & at the same time, Im tired.
Tired of seeing word after word.
Number after number.
& cooking. =.=
Gawsh the cooking.
Hahahs. I almost fainted at the end of it.
& had cramps all over my body.
Oh wells, & for the 1st time in a long time.
I am starting to understand amaths sums.
Integration! Bt trigo and me still dont click at all.
Hahahahs. Im serious. x)
I will now attempt 2 do amaths hw. x)
WISH ME LUCK!

ByeeeByee!

Time Is All That Holds Me Now...



YAY!

The exams are finally over!
So whees. I guess.
It feels as if its still isnt over.
It isnt actually.
I still have my coursework to finish.
O levels to come. Danngggg.

& i should really smack myself.
I keep doing stuff i shldnt do.
& end up i let evrione down & angry.
Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I should really change.

Oh wells.
I miss my dad.
Hahahahhs.

Till i finish my coursework. =.=
ByeeByee.